Point of View. My life as Cade.

The Past The Present The Future The afterlife, as they say has only three destination: • Heaven • Hell • Earth They said, “There wouldn't be any other destination in which you will find yourself in when you died, other than those three.” but as a person whose extremely overthinking and curious, I often get deeper on specific things just to prove them wrong, which I regret the most. Now that I found out about it, there is no turning back. Finding out is one thing. Finding the truth is another. Truth, I could only hope of it and seek it, because the long time that I've lived and wander. Only now did I realized I am not worthy of it and I'm contemplating if I should continue to pursue it, as I've observed. Deeper, bigger truths has a thing attached to them which, if you cannot shoulder them then stop seeking them. For only then, can you lived as carefree and as happy like a child. Do you really think that having to live with all your memories is a great thing? yes it is good, for it helps you a lot along the way but what about the consequences? in return you get to have your painful and regretting memories instilled in your mind for as long as it exist. It takes away all that you think it wouldn't, freedom in any way that is. I.......I could only let you find out for yourself how heavy it is to carry this burden.........What could I possibly do? other than to carry this on, nothing. There's nothing more in this other than the lives that I've lived, and as I go further than I think I could get into this life, it is never my own anymore but ours. Ladies and gentlemen........ I DARE Welcome! YOUR POINT OF VIEW!