20 I Have Truly Lost...

I have truly lost myself in the sound today.

I stopped caring about my health,

stopped caring about my life,

stopped caring about others,

stopped caring about it all.

I have truly lost my mind in the time today.

I tried to forget my past,

to forget who I was,

to become someone new,

to never recognize myself.

I have truly lost my heart in the world today.

I didn't care if others died

didn't care if people got hurt

didn't care if people were scared

didn't care about anything at all.

I have truly lost my fearlessness in the cemetary today.

I realized what I became,

realized who I was,

realized my every mistake.

I have truly lost my immorals in the faith today.

I changed for the better

changed for the world

changed for myself.