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Hope is lost

At what cost

Feeling darkness inside

And there's no where to hide

Closing in on me

Falling from this tree

Seeing birds fly by

Maybe im just too high

Sickness never leaves

Darkness inside of me

I just want to flee

Run from my life

End it with this knife

Those I love want me to live

But it feels like a shive

Being pushed far beneath

The skin I longed for

My soul is torn

I love myself

But I'm as small as an elf

Hiding lonely in a crowd

Without a sound

Please don't abandoned

Me. But then I hid

I don't want to die

All I ask is why

No answers are given

So I guess I'll be in heaven

As all I do is puke and heave

This isn't who I was

Let me tell you cause

I never wanted it this way

I have nothing more to say...