Pls Control yourself

"Pls control yourself" is a BL novel This novel talks about the faith of two young mans who goes through many difficult things. A person who try's to catch up and one who runs away . How would they solve the problem and trust issues between them ? Do you know ? (Cause I don't know too ٩(˃̶͈̀௰˂̶͈́)و) Is to love or to be love an option?