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Aengus is watching the ocean with a gloomy expression. He hasn't talked since that moment! What did I do!? I should have thought about my actions beforehand! 

But somehow, I got caught up in the moment and the atmosphere! I am totally at fault! Not thinking for a single second! 

I know for myself that I am female! But Aengus knows me just as a male character! And I just told him that I was El Shaddai in my previous life, isn't it practically telling him that he just did a guy!? 

No wonder he went instantly limp when I dropped that line on him! I am such a horrible woman! Will he get it up ever again?

For most males that should have been a one hundred percent fatal mental blow! Why did I do something stupid like that? 

I wave my hand before his face. No reaction!

~Bad~! 

I am such an idiot! The right way would have been to build a relationship in order to reassure him that I am female. Instead I go and give him the full truth with the sledge hammer! 

And we didn't even know each other longer than a day..... 

Of course his true identity was a shock for me too! I didn't think because of that. My mind blanked out for a moment. But it had less impact. In fact, I already had a feeling that the outcome would be like this. But I didn't want it to be true! 

I didn't lie when I said that I fell for him! I am such a worthless woman! Giving my first love interest a serious trauma right after the first action together. 

"Aengus talk to me! You don't have to be so down!" I grab his hand but he shows no resistance. 

"I am sorry! You have to understand that I am a one hundred percent complete girl! And I will stay that way! I have no interest in my old self!" I place his hand at my cheek. 

Ah! He is rubbing his temple with his other hand! I didn't give him the death blow! ~Lucky!~ 

"I am sorry, Sharid. It isn't about that. Well. It was a shock. But it isn't about that." Aengus mumbles in his usual gentle voice. 

"You can do everything you want to me. I am so sorry. It's okay if you are as rough as before. Actually I like it rough! The pain wasn't an issue! It even turned me on! ~Gehehe~, is there a way to restore my virginity?" Aaahhn! Just remembering, I never felt like that before! 

"The pain when you ~stabbed~ into me transformed into pure pleasure and I couldn't get ~enough~ of it. Haaa. Haa.Maybe you are even up for a little rougher play? Of course just if it doesn't turn you off." I draw a little circle on his chest while I look downwards. I can't look into his eyes right now. What if he hates me for that new side of mine? 

Aengus smiles wryly at me and wipes something out of my face. Eh!? I didn't drool, did I? Then he pulls me towards him and positions me between his legs while hugging me from behind. "Sharid? What are your divinities?" 

"Ehm. It's embarrassing. I am a complete pervert. I got lust, masochism and sadism. I am so sorry that you fell for someone worthless like me!" I hope he won't hate me now. 

But instead Aengus starts to giggle. "That matches with my heroic, torment and zeal. Do you ever tried to use some ~instruments~?" 

"Nooo! You were my first time! How could I have had the chance! But you seem to be fine now. Why were you so down if it wasn't about my previous self? I assure you that you screwed a woman! See?" I grab his hand and place it on my chest. 

Aengus sighs but doesn't remove his hand. "I was just thinking how to tell my family about my fiancée." 

"F... ~Fiancée~?" I grab his hand tighter. 

"Of course! You don't want to tell me that you don't like the idea?" -Aengus 

"Haah? It's not like that. It's just.... don't you think this is evolving a little too fast!?" I start to fiddle with his fingers. This is really going out of hand. 

"I am the prince of Chimera. And while our society may be a little lax in regards to royalty, I can't have a relationship with someone without commitment. I am the first prince after all." Aengus hugs me tight. 

"I.. I see. Ugh. Your father will kill ~meeeee~. First I had to endure all those curses for my entire life as punishment. And now I will turn up as his daughter in law! He will execute me on the spot!" I start shivering when I think about what that guy will do to me. 

"Father isn't the problem." -Aengus 

"Huh?" Why is the king of gods no problem? 

"I can deal with father. I don't think that he has that much of a grudge against you anyway! He just gave you a few strange curses and tampered with your reincarnation. He is an oddball and a bad winner. Do you want to know what he did with the guy who was responsible for his fathers death?" Aengus chuckles a little. 

"Ehm. Okay.... but I thought we gods are immortal?" I am sure that I will regret this. 

"Well. His father was mortal at that time. So his soul lost all it's memories and that's equivalent to dying for real. Anyway. He caged the poor guys soul in a crystal ball and tortured him for years while always carrying him around in his pocket. That's what I call a grudge from his side. He would be still carrying him around if grandma hadn't put an end to it by taking the crystal ball away from him." Aengus ends his lengthy explanation. 

Okay.... If the king is capable of something like that.... I got away with a little scratch. "One moment. What happened to the crystal ball after your grandma took it? Isn't she the wife of... doesn't she have an equally big grudge against the guy inside the crystal ball?" 

Aengus doesn't answer. "Actually I have never seen the crystal globe ever after...." 

"~Waaaa!~ So you tell me that your father isn't the problem?" I will hit the dead end! 

"I am more worried about the reaction of my mother and my grandmothers! They are a little strange and I don't have anything to say against their opinion. I may have to get the help of my little sisters." Aengus scratches his cheek. 

"Actually Seria owes you a favour anyway! She gave me the guild-job on that planet! So if she knew that you were there too...." But Aengus finishes the sentence for me. 

".... she set us up! Well I expected that already. Normally I thought that she was guiding the other side. We took that contract together to have a little match against each other. So I was a little surprised about you." -Aengus 

"You have a strange way to have a match against one another. You know that, don't you?" -Me 

Aengus stands up and takes my hand. "We will go and have a look at her place!" 

Suddenly our surroundings shift and we are in a small room with a table and a set of chairs around it. Three people are playing cards at the table. "Seria! Miruliru? Nazareth!" I can't help but scream out their names. 

"Hehehe. Everything went as planned." Seria smirks at Aengus, who is holding my hand. 

"Here is your payment Nazareth. You did a good job." Miruliru flicks a crystal towards master. 

"Ho! Always a pleasure! It was a long job after all." Nazareth takes the crystal and stows it away. 

"~NYAAA!~ You are all in cahoots with each other!?" I can't believe it! This is an epic set up! "How long did you plan this!?" 

Miruliru makes a thinking pose. "Well.... I was following your growth since your birth for my part. And I always paid Nazareth to have an extra close eye on you. I thought about using you in one way or the other against Angrod. I don't like his demeanour." 

"But the plan to set both of you up came from me when I met you. I pitied my idiot brother for a long time. He has almost no chance with women from the Chimeran society after all. And then you come along.... young, beautiful, without any knowledge about the multiverse! ~Perfect!~" Seria starts to snicker. 

"Of course it became even more hilarious when Miruliru started searching for you and I learned about your history. Sorry big bro! She is just a perfect match for you, so I couldn't stop myself." Seria smiles carefree at us. 

"Little Sis. I hope you know that I will have to use you to take the blame. Of course this situation is perfect to draw mother's anger away from me and my ~fiancée~." Aengus puts an arm around my shoulder and draws me close. 

Seria freezes. 

"My cruel little sister played the worst trick of all times on me. She set me up with our former arch enemy without my knowledge and now we are stuck in the same boat!"Aengus's tone suddenly became really cruel and dangerous. 

Huh? It sent a shiver down my spine. Where is the gentle and educated voice? 

Seria jumps up and falls to her knees before Aengus. "Big Bro! Let this stupid sister assist you in explaining the situation to our parents! I even have detailed ~video documentation~ of your commitment to your ~fiancée~!" Suddenly a flat device appears in Seria's hands. 

It shows a certain scene on a beach with Aengus and m..m... ME! "~GYAAA!~" I snatch the device out of Seria's hands and smash it onto the ground. 

*STOMP* *STOMP* *STOMP* 

"That won't work. I have the data stored away in various ~safe locations~. So let your little sister try to assist you without taking all the blame! That video would destroy your last chance with women Big Bro. Just in case it won't work out with Sharid in the end. I never would have imagined that the well behaved big brother of mine would actually forcefully push down a girl and rob her innocence!" 

Seria puts both hands on her cheeks and starts to wriggle while on her knees. 

"If.... If I am not satisfied, I will take you down with me ~little sister~." A few veins become visible on Aengus's forehead. "So where are mom and dad at the moment?"