6 5. Who the f*** do you think you are?

<p.o.v Haruto>

Tuesday January 24th.

I hung up the phone, knowing good and well that I probably interrupted their fun. I may seem cold and calculating but it's really just a result of experience and heartbreak. I knew a lot of the times she had cheated on me and just didn't say or do anything. I even knew when the specific times were as well, I just wanted her to say "Stop! I love Haruto." but she never did, always too wrapped up in getting what she wanted she never gave a single thought as to how I felt. 

I continue my walk to school.

I'm not in love with a slut for no reason mind you. I've loved her for a very long time. She was the cutest little girl, and the babies we could've made probably wouldn't even match up to how cute their possible mother was. Always kind, always caring, always smiling. 

Yes, that's the main reason... Even when she was crying, she'd smile at me. She always knew I loved her smile, she never wanted me to feel upset, so even when she was hurt or sad she'd smile at me. Even when everything around her was breaking she would smile at me. Will I help her? Yes. Will I be there for her? Yes. She knows this, I know this, but she also knows I get angry when she's in pain. She would smile to stop me from taking things too far.

When my parents had their accident, she put on a brave face and smiled at me telling me things will be better. I know it was a brave face because when she hugged me, as soon as I couldn't see her face anymore, her tears flooded out and soaked my shoulder. Seriously! My back looked like I was sweating after running a mile. But her smile was all she wanted me to see, to let me know that later on, after my pain passes, that smile would always be waiting for me.

Can you imagine? A little girl having someone that would fight all her battles for her, but stopping her knight in shining armor with a smile. Her smile was payment to me, to reign in my emotions, but it was also my reward. I love her smile and her trademark "hehehe~" chuckle.

But, all that changed when I came into conflict with Sasuke. I finally had enough and we fought. I got a few punches in, but I was just a middle schooler then and he was in his last year of highschool, my physique then wasn't what it is now. Anyway, she was overlooking everything and she was crying but she still called out to me:

"Haruto!" 

I faced her direction and with tears in her eyes, she flashed that smile at me. I was conflicted, but I stopped fighting. Sasuke wailed on me until I was a bleeding mess. After it was over she scolded Sasuke and tried to help me up, instead I shook her off and walked to the hospital. 

I really don't know how she felt about it, but I have a scar on my head(hidden by my hair) to remind me of it. When I left the hospital, she wasn't at home. She didn't come home until the next day, and when she did, she actually seemed surprised to see me, saying she thought I'd be staying at the hospital overnight.

If you want to know, the answer is yes, we were together at the time. She said she stayed at a friend's house and left it at that. This was before the break up and that was actually when I received my first video, so not only did I know she was lying, I had proof. Her concern for me waned almost immediately however, once we got past the topic of her staying at her friends place. 

In actuality, she was losing her anal virginity the night before at a karaoke room. Sasuke must have been very annoyed at me because he was having her say some horrid shit. Things like:

"Now all my holes belong to senpai!"

"I have nothing special to offer Ruto-kun anymore!"

"Being fucked in public is more important than seeing how my boyfriend is doing at the hospital."

There was much, much more but those few lines brought it home the most. She was tearing up a little when she said "I have nothing special to offer Ruto-kun anymore."  I had convinced myself that "she planned to give me a first time, but Sasuke stole it!" but that was just a lie I told myself to redirect my anger at her towards him.

Yes, I stayed with her after I was hospitalized by the man she was cheating on me with. I was a simp, sure, if anything I still am. But am I a cuck? I was cucked, yes, but hell-to-the-fuck-no am I into that shit. I have a code for this kind of situation, and I stuck to it. 

I exhausted every option to prove I was the better choice and I wasn't picked, so as far as Sakura goes, that's it.  But, when it comes to my Onee-san? She's all the family I have right now, I don't care how society will see our future love, but they sure as hell better not get in the fucking way of it. In the end, Sakura got in my way. I can never hate her, but that doesn't mean I have to cater to her anymore.

I don't know if the number that sent those videos is his and I really don't care, I wouldn't call it anyway. That's the reason I called Sakura directly to speak with him. I was treated as an outsider in my own life, so I will do the same to them.

I actually ran into a postman a block away from my school and handed my letter directly to him. No fucking way this one doesn't make it.

Arriving at school, I head to my classroom. Even with my late start of the day, I'm still plenty early.  Sakura had better get here on time... we aren't in the same class, so I won't know until later if she had, or so I thought.

*Slam*

"Haruto! That fucking bastard just walked Sakura to school!" A boy in our school uniform burst into my class five minutes before attendance would be taken. Of course I know him, he's my former best friend, Komura Akechi. 

Standing at about 170cm with a solid frame and short hair, almost bald in fact, and boasting a large scar on his forehead. He used to be considered handsome, and while the scar doesn't make him look ugly, most girls avoid him because it makes him look intimidating, him having small walnut eyes doesn't help things either.

The scar he had was of his own doing. You see, after his threesome with Sakura, I punched him.  He wasn't happy that I hit him only once, so he dogeza'd on the ground so hard, he split his head open on the concrete.

Well, now he's coming my way….. ahhh, and he's here.

"Why aren't you doing anything?!" He's right in front of me and the entire class is staring at us.

*sigh*

"I already did. That's her boyfriend and it has nothing to do with me, now please leave." I speak in an uninterested monotone as I try to brush him off. He immediately grabs my collar and lifts me up.

"AFTER EVERYTHING YOU WENT THROUGH FOR HER YOU'RE JUST GONNA LET….."

*BAM!* I interrupted the rest of his sentence with a headbutt. He lets go of me as he falls to the floor.

"You ALSO have nothing to do with this." I look down on him as he looks back up at me. "Don't you EVER speak about what I went through, as if you could EVER understand!  You fucked my girlfriend because you were told I was a cuck. A CUCK! ME!?" My anger has been very bad lately, but I once again am fuming with rage.  Akechi now has fear in his eyes as he remains staring at me. "You were in love with Sakura and used that chance as an excuse to fuck her because you didn't have the balls to confess! You didn't have the balls then, and you sure as hell don't have the balls now, you don't even have the balls to love a woman the way I do, so don't talk to me like we are fucking equals!"

The class is stunned, I'm breathing hard, Akechi is looking down in shame. He slowly gets back to his feet and walks out of the classroom passing by the teacher who finally showed up. I grab my things and head toward the exit.

"Infirmary…. Headache…" Is all I say as I pass the teacher.

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On the way to the infirmary I walk into the bathroom. I enter one of the stalls and whip my dick out while still wearing my book bags. A couple dry strokes and I'm harder than calculus. I spit on it to increase the speed, and reduce the friction, in about 3 minutes I've deposited my seed into the toilet. In 13 years we might have teenage turtles practicing ninjutsu.

The amount isn't as impressive as earlier today, but hell I had a great motivator this morning. 

6 is the minimum amount of times I ejaculate a day. I have no idea how this is supposed to help me be a better man, but if it makes Onee-san happy I'll gladly cum again and again. Just thinking of my Onee-san has my shrinking dick re-energizing.

"What the fuck!? I miss her and if needed I will have sex with her, but I never expected my body to react this way to my Onee-san."

In my defense I never thought of my sister like this, not to say I'm not attracted to her, it's just that I was always focused on Sakura. With onee-sans letter finding its way to me all the pent up love I held back from venting in Sakura has found a target that not only deserves it, but trained me for it.

If you are gonna ask, the answer is yes. I rubbed one out to the thoughts of my sister for the first time today. She groomed me and fooled around with me when I was a kid but I never played with myself thinking of her. It's official, I'm a Sis-con. Up until now, it was always Sakura occupying my thoughts. I'd beat my dick to her alone, and when I did, I always envisioned her naked (which wasn't hard to do with how many videos I was sent).

Well that's three for the day.  I leave the stall, drop my book bag, and begin my push-ups. (Don't worry, I'll wash my hands when I'm finished.)

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At the infirmary, I sign in with the nurse (who happens to be male by the way). I wish they could've been a big tittied MILF like in those hentai, especially when I have the hentai cover the eyes hair cut. Anyway I pick a bed and lay down.

Due to Onee-sans guidance, I'm doing very well in school, so I'm not worried about anything. I may look gloomy with my clothes and hair but I'm apparently well liked by my classmates.  I'm currently ranked third overall in my grade and I'm always helping anyone who asks for it. I just never had time for other relationships because Sakura took up all my free time and Akechi made me lose trust in people.

I won't say the betrayals allowed me to be a people person, I was a real asshole, for like a week. I'm unable to maintain a bad personality with people that don't deserve it, and the reason for that? Yeah you guessed it, onee-san.

Onee-san's last words to me as she was arrested were:

"Stay the kind, caring, and strong prince while I'm gone, or your Hime will be sad."

I'll do my best to never make her sad.. Thoughts of my Onee-san smiling bring me peace, so much peace in fact, that I doze off. 

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<p.o.v Sakura>

Im sitting in class while the teacher is going about the lesson plan, we just had our first class switch of the day and there seemed to have been a commotion coming from the first year classes. I know Haruto would be alright, he's not a troublemaker, if something interesting happened he'll probably tell me the story at home... home.

"What am I doing?"

Sasuke dropped me off at school like I wanted, tried to fuck me dirty like I have been conditioned for, but something isn't right. I'm not happy and when we fucked I was nowhere near coming like usual.

All the talk about having babies with strange men used to get me off but today I hate it. I would never have a kid with strange men, but the idea of being used like that's all I'm good for, used to send shivers to my clit. Today? I just feel wrong, and when Sasuke brought up how he used to walk me home…. I...hated...it?

When I came home after being fucked by him was always exhilarating, the thought of being caught alone made me cum. Women are all sluts but we have to keep it secret and being open about it in public just gave me a thrill.

When Haruto caught me with semen leaking out of my pussy while he licked my clit, I came so hard I pissed on Haruto. I've wanted Haruto to see me and use me like a slur for so long. 

Why does he keep letting others jump ahead of him in line!? 

*sigh*

At that time I told Haruto that it was just discharge because of how horny he made me, I thought he bought it. Looking back on it though that was the last time he ate me out, the worst part is, I didn't even notice.

I've had so many people eating and fucking my pussy that I just forgot about Haruto not doing it. Haruto was always the target of my sexual frustrations but I was never his I guess, I was happy just cuddling him, being near him, smelling him, and….and…..

*sniffle* "shit I'm starting to cry."

"Yeah apparently she cheated on him."

"They haven't been together for a while apparently."

"Didn't an older man drop her off today? So how could she cheat with Komura-kun?"

The whisperings in class start to bring me out of my thoughts… Older man? Komura?? Akechi?

I look at the direction of the voices and a group of girls are staring at me. They immediately turn away and giggle.

Whats going on?

"Poor Tomaki-kun!"

"But like that means he's available then ya? Ya know one time I saw um with the hair out his eyes, like abs totes gorgeous!"

"REALLY?!"

I shift my gaze to right behind me "Tomaki-kun!? Tomaki Haruto?! My Ruto-kun?!"  The girls freeze as I glare at them.

"Everyone!" The teacher speaks up. He's wearing a boring grey business suit, not a normal grey, but the type of grey you'd imagine for your grandparents sofa. He's fat and balding. He looks like the ugly bastard type character in a hentai, but he's actually really sweet and caring for his students. To the point he gets sweets for his birthday out of appreciation. Although, I don't think he should indulge much in that, with how he looks.

"Sorry sensei." Everyone says.

I sit back to my original position and now I can't focus on class at all. All these bitches are talking about me! But not just me, they are talking about Ruto-kun, what do I do? More importantly...

Why do they know?

Haruto keeps to himself. I know he wouldn't openly talk about his life, he holds his thoughts and emotions in. Whenever he was troubled it always took me a while to get the info out of him. He hasn't had any… 

When was the last time I tried to check on him?

I don't know what I did, but I hurt him. But, has anything else bothered Haruto? Who else would he talk to?

Akechi!

I discreetly take my phone out to message him on Rine. 

100%Loved:  Akechi!!!

Bigswing:  What do you want?

100%Loved:  Has something happened to Haruto? There's rumors going around that he's single and I cheated on him.

Bigswing:  How is that a rumor?! That really happened and HE IS SINGLE.

100%Loved:  No, but girls are talking about him being attractive and... and... and... just tell me did something happen?

Bigswing:  Nothing happened that shouldn't have happened.

100%Loved:  Wait, what does that mean?

<Message could not be sent to user>

"Did he just block me?! I have to find Haruto!"

I raise my hand faster than a firework.

"Sensei can I use the bathroom!"

I get my permission and rush to find haruto.