1 Chapter one

Feeling the cold wind brush his face, he shivered and pulled his hoodie over his face.

Allen was not someone to enjoy being around others, he had scoptophobia. This is a fear of having attention.

He always wanted to be alone where no one would give him attention. Home was not an option, mainly because of the abuse.

Allen was gay and with a Catholic mother ' at the time ' and abusive homophobic father, coming out three years ago was the worst choice he could make.

He still remember the faces of disgust his parents held. His  father had slapped his across the face, held him by his hair and  shoved him face first towards the wall. He looked at his mother with eyes of guilt, all she said was "this is what you deserve for choosing against god" . The erratic beating of his heart filled the living room.

His dad continued to him every day since, his mom lost her faith in God when her dad died from cancer. She was just as bad as his dad, at times she would pitch in and help beat the living hell out of him.

Wiping away a stray tear and stepping into the tall building of Desmond's High. It was filled with students.

The room was loud and crowded, he tried his best to stay away from everyone else, hoping to make it to his locker unnoticed.

Stepping towards his locker and getting what he needed, turning around to walk away but was shoved into it.

He looked up at the giant before him and looked back down again. The towering brunet male and his friends circled the small boy.

Allen started to get a nervous breakdown. His mind and body went numb, he just stood there feeling his heart and breathing rate speed up on knowing what Axel would do to him.

"Hey nerd" Axel started and continued "wanna beg for us to not beat you today" lifting one eyebrow and smirked.

Axel was his bully along with his twin brother Tom. They were both sex gods, seriously Allen had a small crush for them before they had started to bully him.

They were tall with broad shoulders, a muscular body and had thin lips and amazing jaw lines. Axel had brown hair, blue eyes and a more rounded face structure where as Tom had a darker brown hair , silver eyes , and a longer face structure.

Axel took Allen's bag and threw it to his friends. They began emptying it, Axel turned his attention to the trembling boy in front of him.

Picking him up by the sides of his hood, Allen is now panicking as his feet hovered over the floor. His back colliding with the locker once again, he was pretty sure he left an imprint this time.

He couldn't focus, people were looking at them, there was too much attention.

"SPEAK" Axel's loud tone startled the boy. "Beg to be spared" he said softer. Allen bit his bottom lip, he hadn't spoken in two years, he was too afraid to after what happened.

Getting annoyed Axel threw him to the floor and kicked him in the  stomach. His smile grew as he watch the boy curl into a ball holding his stomach region.

Allen now fully panicking as the other boys joined in. Kicking him, they told him words he already knew was true. " Useless" ," worthless", " garbage", " freak" they said one by one.

Axel grabbed Allen by his hoodie and lifted him up, Allen closed his eyes but the bell rang, " this is not over". He said and they left