Pillow of Hearts: A tale between the warm hug and cold coffee
Moon Young Jae’s homophobic family considered him a disgrace and held his freedom in their clutch. Even with being obedient, he was not free from their abuse. Young Jae was almost blinded and crippled by his father when he stood up for himself for the first time. Left to bleed and die, luckily, he did have a family who wanted to save him. It was twin cousins, who were disowned long before him, who saved him. Sad and hopeless, Young Jae became curious when he met his cousins’ friend, who understood him better than anyone, even without words. Curiosity got the best of him, and he ended by handing his heart, love and soul over a plater as a price. Slowly, Young Jae fell in love with everything about and around Min Jun and eventually fell for the man. Calculative Wang Min Jun entered Young Jae’s life accidentally. He challenged Young Jae's belief with a warm smile and flipped Young Jae’s world upside down. Min Jun read Young Jae like an open book. He planned to get over the little crush he had on his seniors' cousin brother but failed miserably. Min Jun did not like the often-visited ‘frown’ between those beautiful eyebrows and even the always singing of ‘sigh’ through those sinful lips. Min Jun made it his mission to change it only to fall for everything about Young Jae. Wang Min Jun carried his share of baggage, but he was well-prepared to meet the demons from the past head-on. But Young Jae became a mess whenever his past demons decided to pay a visit. He realised he did not have to face anything alone as he has a wonderful boyfriend who cherishes everything about him. Both faced their past demons and trauma together. When a person betrayed by a family fell in love with a person who holds his family above everything, sparks flew, and hearts soared in happiness. Will their story has a harmonious bell, or would it be a sea of misery? Teaser: Files were shattered all over Min Jun’s bed, and his laptop was placed on the bedside table. It chimed once in a while, indicating a new email for him to check. The work was piling more and more as he was diligently finishing it. Young Jae walked into his boyfriend’s bedroom to witness his handsome lover working hard. "Jun Jun! Are you busy?" Even though Young Jae did not want to disturb his lover, he knew he needed some help to impress his boss. "Never for you, love. Tell you what you need?" Min Jun did not lift his head from the file he was going through, but the warmth in his voice reached Young Jae's heart without fail. "Do you have a minute to help me in reviewing my monthly internship report? I have to present to our boss tomorrow morning." Young Jae pouted as he asked. Min Ju looked at his adorable tokki and smiled mischievously. "You are brave, asking your superior to help you sneakily. I can't do it for free. I need a huge bribe to help you. What are you planning to offer?" "Be serious. You have too much work to do." Young Jae chided his shameless boyfriend, who never failed to seize every opportunity to make him moan and groan as he takes him to the pleasurable heaven. "Exactly. I have too much work to do. If I am taking my time to help you, I need something in return. Something so tempting that I don’t mind cramping lots of things later." Min Jun smiled like a devil he was as he grabbed Young Jae towards him. The little rabbit who fell into the cunning wolf's lap did not even get a chance to protest as he was devoured breathlessly. Young Jae forgot why he entered the wolf's lair altogether. Min Jun pushed the files away to make space for his little rabbit to lay down comfortably. Young Jae’s report was long forgotten as a treacherous hand started to caress him again under the shirt as a sinful sound filled the room. P.s: The cover belongs to the rightful owner, and it will be removed if the original owner asks to do so. WARNING: THIS IS A GAY LOVE STORY WITH BDSM. IF YOU ARE NOT COMFORTABLE WITH IT, SPARE THE NOVEL. Discord: https://discord.gg/jSQxjwPV5s
Not Wrong
"No… The monster didn't hurt me… The monster didn't break my heart… I am that monster." Min Jun declared making Young Jae panic internally one more time.
'Shut up Young Jae you are just making mess… No wonder Kim Shin never always called him 'people repellent' and always handled human interaction' Young Jae couldn't help but berate himself.
"Don't sulk. You didn't say anything wrong" Min Jun attempted to comfort.
Young Jae nods his head, hesitantly.
"If you don't believe me, we can stop here. It's totally fine. After all, even I knew that I am a monster" a faint voice assured him.
"If you know you are one, then why don't you change?" Young Jae asked only to regret.
'God! Where is my mouth filter when I need it the most? Usually, I don't find words… but why do I need to find filter with him' Young Jae screamed at himself inside the head.
A laugh he heard pulled Young Jae out of his thoughts.
"I assume you still want to listen and help me…" Min Jun ignored Young Jae's comment majorly because he found truth in it rather than being offended.
"I do want to change… I really want to… But I don't know how…" Min Jun responded.
"The number of guys I fucked was no joke. I never felt any love towards them. So it never bothered me. Also, I don't force myself on anyone. It was always mutual… but…" Min Jun.
"But?"
"Things changed when I met Henry in Germany. He was sweet and Nice. Both of us were no looking for a commitment but don't mind sex. So we ended up being friends with benefits" Min Jun waited for Young Jae to grasp everything.
Young Jae didn't expect any of these things. First of all, Min Jun was gay. Then finding out he was a 'monster' who played around. Someone who was a playboy who had sex with anyone who agreed. And now he had friends with benefits. It was way too much information to process in a short time.
Young Jae was surprised. He was not innocent. But that doesn't mean he was open to the idea of having multiple random sex partners and friends with benefits.
Young Jae was speechless even to comment.
But he was indeed displeased. It was visible on his face irrespective of half of it being hidden.
"Young Jae Hyung, let it be. It is not important. Why don't you go to bed? I have to respond to a couple of messages from my friends. I will sleep after that." Min Jun decided to put an end to Young Jae's displeasure of hearing his heart out. He was sure Young Jae was uncomfortable.
Min Jun knew the Moon family's lifestyle. Most of the upper-class family have the same issue. They had too many rules and had to be careful all the time. Even a small issue of their family would be blown out of proportion by media. Judgement from society and the media's hunger for scandal made them cautious to way too many things. They became way more narrow-minded in the name of being conservative.
With that thought, Min Jun helped Young Jea to bed.
Curiosity gnawed Young Jae's chest as self-disappointment washed over him.
'Min Jun knew he was wrong. He wanted to change it. But he just didn't know-how. I shouldn't judge him. I should help him.' Young Jae told himself.
A constant beep of the phone and could be heard in the next bed.
Min Jun was really talking with his friends from Germany.
"Wang Min Jun… I didn't mean to judge you. I am sorry. At least now you knew what you did was wrong and want to change. I am sorry. I shouldn't have…" even before Young Jae finishes his statement, Min Jun cut him off.
"I was not wrong. I didn't do anything wrong." Min Jun stated.
Young Jae was lost. 'Audacity of this guy to believe he was right…' He cursed in his heart.
"I had sex with consent. All of them knew there would be no feelings involved in a one-night stand or between fuck buddies. The unsaid worldwide rule of the one-night stand is no feelings and no follow up. The unsaid rule of fuck buddies is no feelings attached. When any of them had feelings, I broke things off right away. I was inconsiderate here. I was unfair to them, but I had to. Or else they will have false hope." Min Jun spoke.