381 A must

"Mingshu!" Liu Jizhen sighed. "You aren't aware of what's happened recently. Why are you so anxious? Furthermore, do you think you are really that strong?" 

Lu Mingshu stared into his eyes. After a few moments, she sighed. "Master, do you remember how you were like when I first met you?" 

Liu Jizhen raised an eyebrow. 

"Back then, Master looked cold and indifferent. You didn't talk to anyone and lived in your own world. Dispirited and in dire straits." 

Liu Jizhen stared at her and sighed. "I was in despair back then. I didn't even have the will to live." 

"But I miss the Master back then." 

Liu Jizhen stared at her blankly. 

"You were despair because you felt hopeless, and you had no will to live because you angry, but you had nowhere to let it out."

 "..."