1 Introduction

"You can't stay in there forever! "

"Get out and see the world"

"How long you think you can stay like that!?"

Giving up her mom angrily stomped her feet moving away from her room. Whispering curse words her mom went away. While she sighed inside her blanket, she rarely got out of her bed and always hid inside her blanket. She never spoke to anyone and ate very less , more like she was just a ghost. She lived like a ghost in her own house , her parents didn't even remember how their daughter looked like not like they didn't care about her. They'd always be there to take out their frustation by cursing her and blaming her.

She was depressed and did self harm and her family was stupid enough not to realise the blood that dried on her sheets. The knife she used was blunt and wouldn't cut more than just light bleeding, the senseless existence was more burdening than facing people. She really hated people after everything that happened to her from bullying to getting insulted everyday , it hurt her the pain of existing.

" It'd be awesome if i passed away in my sleep, i never knew dying takes so much courage "

she thought to herself . Even she didn't remember what her name was, how she looked like, how she sounded or anything about her. All she knew was she wanted to get rid of her body which was pinning her down to this meaningless existence.

She closed her eyes after doing more self harm because it was the only thing that helped her get rid of her imagination and sleep .

The beautiful melody of that rainy day played in her mind while her eyes closed gently and her mind went blank just with the soft lyrics playing.

"Flowers in your hair, now on our grave...

Please don't let this love die young..

If I'm gonna lose someone don't let it be you...."