2 CH.2 Destruction Comes Before Creation

The burning continued for what felt like years, it might have been longer or shorter, but I couldn't tell after burning for so long I lost track of time.

Of course, I knew I was in hell but the question that I wanted to ask was why, I dint do anything wrong. All my life I strive to do better, even when the world shunned me, I still tried to do better, so why was I in hell.

I kept asking that question over and over again, till I came to a conclusion, it was a mistake. It must have been after all I never done anything wrong after all I endured.

So, with that though set in place endured once again as I always have, always holding onto that last string of hope.

It was painful to say the least but like always I endure, and I adapted, the only good thing about this was even though I was in hell and was constantly being burned, it was fully dark.

So dark that I could see nothing but darkness, it was comforting to say the least, I've always liked the darkness, it was the only place that I felt real peace, a place where I could cry, a place where I dint have to suffer.

This went on for what seem forever thill one day it stops, no more burning pain, no more darkness just a blinding light and then I was standing in front of a man whit blonde hair and golden eyes, he was also wearing a toga and had a nervous face.

"god" I said looking at the man.

"Ah sorry I'm not that god but I am a god" he said still looking nervous.

"Oh, ok I guess, am I going to heaven now did you finally correct the mistake" I said with hope in my words.

At this point the god was practically sweating," about that you see it wasn't really a mistake to say" the god said rubbing the back of his head.

"what" I said looking shocked.

"Well, you see the reason you ended in hell was because you were supposed to go to hell" the god said looking away from me.

"b-b-but I was a good person" I said looking devasted

"yeah about that you see sometimes gods such as myself accumulate a certain amount of negative karma and to not all insane and evil we must clear that karma by doing good stuff, some gods reincarnate people or give people systems, but I dint really fell like doing that so I took my negative karma and kind of dumped it all into you when you where born, so basically every bad thing that has happen to you was because of that karma, and the reason you ended in hell was because any person whit that much negative karma would of turn evil and go straight to hell so the system kind of just though you should go to hell, sorry about" the god said the bowing.

"So, everything that I've endured all the pain all the misery was because of you was because I was supposed to give in and became evil and go to hell" I said in a whisper.

"Yeah, sorry about" the god said finally standing up and looking at my face only to be shocked.

My face right now was devoid of emotion, the anger I should fell at this god was gone, the sadness, the hatred all gone even the last shred of hope was gone all that was left was emptiness.

"Kill me" I said shocking him.

"WHAT!" he yelled.

"since I was born I have endured pain no person should endure, even as I went to hell I endured hoping that I would be rewarded for all I've endured but now I just found out that it was all for nothing, now I don't care anymore I just to die" I said still with a blank look on my face.

"Look I never meant for this to happen, and I promise ill never do something like this again, but I won't kill you" the god said looking sadly at me.

"Then what will you do" I said looking at him.

"ill give you a new life, this one you be powerful, you have some that loves you, you will be beautiful ,you will also be able to meet your hero in this world and you can even be a hero that you always wanted to be" he said giving me a smile.

When he said that I looked at him seriously "you mean I can meet Wukong" I said.

"You sure can and more" he said.

"Fine not like I have any choice" I said.

"Sigh don't worry ill even give you some blessing in this new life" the god said.

"whatever" I said.

"Sigh, I guess I deserve that, okay I'm going to reincarnate you at random, but that randomness will lean to your elemental affinity which is all things darkness" the god said, and I started glowing and felling sleepy.

"before you go I must tell you that even though the flames of hell burned almost all the negative karma out of you their still a smudge left but it shouldn't be any problem with the new luck that you been given but still be carful you never know and also I'm sorry this happened to you and have a good life in this new life" the god said as I drifted into slumber.

Even though I heard the gods word I dint care, in fact I dint care about anything at all I felt empty, so empty that I couldn't even cry I just fell asleep thinking about my old life.

The more I though about it the emptier I felt, all of the work that I've done all of the good was worth absolutely nothing whatsoever.

And so, I came to the conclusion that nothing matters and for this next life I wouldn't care anymore.