4 Chance

No one going to help me if I cannot help myself.

My father seems stunned as i never talk back. After moment of shock he asked me " ok, say what is that you want?" With irritation as I could see frown fromed on his forhead.

just then mom also came seeing me asked to my father " what happened? "

Before my motivation and courage just about to disappear then I said in quivering voice" Mummy , papa I want to became doctor, I know I have dropped already a year but please can you give me chance I will get admission in best college with scholarship. I want to go tuition please. I know you think I m burden but I will become doctor and take care of you for all life. Only one year papa. I always done what you said, but please this time listen to me. Give me a chance I will do as you say afterward. I am an adult I will bear the full responsibility. You don't have to pay for college I will get the scholarship I promise please."

I feel like I exhausted all my will by asking for chance..

I realised there no miracle going to happen like that in novel of time-travel or transmigration or magic...

I m not genius but I m intelligent as i always ranked first in my whole school life.

I will work hard I want to change my life or I will go in depression or commit suicide if I live in this house.

I will became a person who will beautiful inside.

If I can't depend of other I will become person who can depend on oneself.

All this thoughts running through my mind..

then I looked up toward my parents.

They seem shocked as my mother eyes went wide and father eyebrow raised.

Then my father said" you know sneha we planned to marry you as you reach 20 years,"

When I heard this it I felt like my world was collapsing.

But then I heard mom saying" Sneha, do you know how much tuition will cost us? And you have to stay there at hostel and you will required again fees for forms and you sure you will able to get good rank to get seat in medical college. In that much money we will able to get your brother in good private school for years. we have marry you to good family. Do you even know how much dowry has to given?"

I knew this going to happen mom always love pratik I know it's not his mistake but what about me have you ever asked how do I feel?

Do I even want to marry this early?

I want to study what about that ?

My dreams are of no valve to you.

Calm down sneha , I had to fight for my chance or I will get married to a man I know nothing of.

Then there no chance of studying or getting job.

Just my tears about fall from my eyes without break like a dam about to broke.

I heard my father say" Sneha, I will give you a chance but you have to marry the person we chosen and there should no boyfriend if any sorts if that happen you will never able to set foot out of this house. Even you get seat in medical college I want you to get married early. i will pay for your tuition but if you didn't any seat you will be married next day. Do you understand what I m saying?"

I m so shocked that my eyes poped out with mouth agape. I never thought my father would ever agree to my demand. Oh my God, I was never this happy in my life.

For the very first time father taking my side.

I said" Thank you papa , for giving me a chance".

Then without seeing what my mother have to say I run back to my room and cried so much my eyes got swollen.

This is my new beginning.

This chance I will sure to make myself worth for something.