1 again part 1

Year after year, I couldn't stop thinking about what happened, trying to remember what happened that day.Everything was useless, attempt after attempt, faint after faint, his mind did not allow him to remember what happened that day, saying it was not his fault.

<<sometimes I think I'm more responsible than I remember >>

Without knowing that it was truly a problem, that day I sealed that dark part deep within me, that monster that I did not want to let out.

the memories hit me like strong bullets and my mind exterminates it like steel shields or bulletproof vests.

(...)

Alan left his home and walked calmly down the sidewalk, enjoying the scenery and his surroundings. his face somewhat childish for some and curious looking here and there, anyone would think he had no problems above.

<<some are lucky>>

His cell phone vibrated and he took it out of his pocket as he stopped walking, while he watched with little attention where Hiba unlocked the phone and answered the call.He will turn around seconds later to realize that he would die that day.

the car was coming at great speed and the paralyzed man trembled, he couldn't move, he didn't feel the impact, he no longer felt anything at all.

There was no more smiling and carefree boy, he knew that he would not wake up, he could hear the voices of the doctors seconds before his heart stopped beating.

was dead ...

(...)

people will say, poor boy was someone who deserved to live.

<<I don't deserve to live >>

living without a purpose was the same as being dead, he was a living being without a soul.

in the end a life is nothing, deaths are forgotten as the daily task is forgotten.

<< my living and my suffering ends here >>

she mentally sighed but, there was something strange, because a light was reflected in a circle, followed by her horrifying cries.

<<WHAT? >>

which cries? supposed to be dead, supposed to ...

"look honey has your eyes"

...

<< what is happening here? >>

(...)

Days and months could pass but he did not remember, absolutely nothing, he cried again but understood everything, and those people were so familiar to him, almost as if he already knew them. which of course, was not possible.

people can see what they want to see, think what they want to think, but they cannot ignore what they love. Humans are selfish, we settle for little, show that little does not cause problems, we are animals in search of the weakest prey.

they are!