The Aftermath

Years had gone by and yet I still felt as though there was a repeating cycle here I am 14 years old about to go to highschool and my mom finally got a male friend. Of course she had friends but we never had to be around them because she didn't play that. On this particular day my mom decided to step out with one of my aunts and her going out wasn't something she did often because she worked constantly to ensure we didn't need nothing from nobody. Well, my mom's male friend showed up and said my mom told him to meet her at the house and seeing as though we knew him I let him into our home. He was very nice and always treated us with nothing but respect but on this night his mask would soon come off. I was called into my mother's bedroom and he was asking me about school saying he wanted to help buy my uniforms seeing that I was going to a military charter school he said he wanted to help relieve my mom of some of the costs I told him thank you and I turned to leave the room when he said "Hold on" and got off the bed as I turned around he was coming towards me so fast that my body froze because he scared me and the look in his eyes told me that things were about to get out of control. As he approached me he said "I forgot to ask about under clothes, do you need any?" I said "no I'm good" and he said "I know you need bras I can see your breasts are filling in and you gotta have sexy panties because you gon lose your virginity soon but, make sure he eat it first so it won't hurt" shocked I stood still afraid to move because at this point his hand was in my shirt and he was feeling on my breasts I nervously told him that my younger cousins was in the next room to please stop and I promised to return after they fell asleep and he agreed and told me not to tell anybody or I will regret it. Once I was out of the room I went to tell my sisters a little of what happened and I snuck on the phone and called my mom. Soon after I called my mom she rushed home and confronted him. He played innocent the same as my cousin Timmy had done years before. This instilled in my thoughts that this is what men wanted and if we aren't willing to give them our body then we weren't going to mean anything to them but that was just my perception.