Broken. 《3》

After he kissed me on the cheek I was startled and I looked at him. I turned to see a pair of teary eyes. "I'm... I'm really really sorry!" He said and got off his seat then he ran away. But before I could do anything. He had already gone.

Then I followed him up the stairs. But of course, he runs way, way faster than me. When I got to the third floor, which was an open court, I saw him running in the court to the adjacent flight of stairs.

"Kian! Stop!" I shouted with all my strength as I was already on the floor, panting.

"I'm so, so sorry. I shouldn't have done that. You belong with Cathryn." He said looking at me with pure emotion. Then he turned away and went down the other way. I went down on mine so that I ccluld catch him while he was busy on the other side.

I ran through the four classrooms that was in one hallway connected to the stairs to the right. I didn't care if the students or the teachers would get angry at me. But this is Kian on the line.

"Why didn't I know?" I thought with tears slipping down my face. I turned right to the stairs and I went down. I was outside of the kindergarten classrooms, some students were walking through. I walked through them all but saw faces that I wasn't searching for.

I dragged my hand across my eyes to wipe off the tears dry. I went back to the third floor and searched at every corner of every room inside. But Kian was nowhere to be found. I went on the stage and shouted "Kian! Where are you?" With all my heart and fear of losing another person in my life .

But only the empty echoes answered to my call. My heart felt like as if it was shattered into tons and tons of shards. I felt broken.

The next thing that happened, I had already sat on the ground. I couldn't stand up anymore nor could breathe properly. I was crying so hard, I tried to stop it but it won't. I couldn't resist. I was already laying on the ground when my crying came to a rest. I stood up and walked away from the stage knowing that I could've saved me, saved him, saved us. From tearing apart like this