3 chapter3- you're not real, are you?

I wake up to an empty bed.

I wish jimin was still here.

I lay still on my bed.

Memories of last night flash in my mind.

I can still feel his touch.

I can still feel the heat .

The way he held me together when I broke.

It all feels real.

I wish it was. 

But the real jimin is on the other side of the world .

Sigh.

I wake up .

Fuck it's 8am! 

I quickly shower and get dressed.

I stand in front of the mirror.

I wear a white tee and black jeans.

Lol I'm ugly.

Suddenly I feel strong arms hugging me from behind.

I obviously know who that is.

She always does this.

"Hey babe! You look sexxxxxyyyyy "

She literally squeals.

That's my best friend.

Aria.

We've known each other since the first day of freshmen year.

And now we're sophomores.

She picks me up everyday.

We go to college together and come back together

And most of our classes are together.

So we see each other all the time.

"lol I don't!  And stop trying to scare me Ari!  It's not gonna work "

"aw babe.  Such a liar.  Your were absolutely terrified! "

She knows I wasnt

"yeah sure! "

I give a sarcastic look.

"and BTW don't you think you're being really clingy and cliché since you and hope got together "

Hoseok,  also known as j-hope. They've been together for 6 months now.

He's in the final year of college.

"ummmmmn ye-yeah "

She blushes.

I give her a weird look and start applying make up.

And Aria sits on my bed going through her phone.

Probably texting Hope.

"so what did you do yesterday? "

My eyes go wide.

I can feel the heat on my face.

Should I tell her about my dream?

She's my best friend.

Of course I should.

"soooooooooooooo,  I had this weird dreeeeeaaaaaaam "

I try not to blush.

But I think she caught me

"okay who did you fuck in your dreams now? "

She raises an eyebrow at me.

I bite my lip

"jimin.  I mean we dint do it.  I knew it was a dream so I took my chance and made out with him. "

I'm completely embarrassed right now.

"and how did you know it was a dream? "

" I pinched myself and felt nothing.  AND THE CLOCK WAS DIFFERENT.  IT HAS 13 HOURS!  WHICH CLOCK HAS 13 HOURS! " I nearly scream

"woah calm down. Well I'm happy for you. You atleast had jimin in your dreams "

"yeah I guess "

I grin at her  .

"Now.  We're gonna be late so HURRY UP! "

I tie my hair up  into a pony.

"okay? "

I ask

She looks at me like I did something wrong.

"what?  Do I look bad? "

I try to adjust my hair.

"gurllll.  Who else did you make out with? And I mean in real life. "

"what do you mean?. You know I was home the whole day "

What is she talking.

She touches my neck and I wince in pain.

"see!  There's a hickey here! "

I look at it in the mirror and yes it is a hickey.

"but i made out with jimin only!  And that was in my dream! " I'm freaking out.

She keeps pacing around the room.

She suddenly runs towards me.

"wait!  So when you pinched yourself you felt nothing??"

"No. "

"THEN HOW DID YOU FEEL JIMIM?  WHEN YOU WERE KISSING AND STUFF!  DID YOU FEEL HIM? "

At this point I'm literally shivering.

Inside.

"ye-yeah I di-did "

I stutter.

"how did you feel his touch? When you're not supposed to feel anything in your dreams "

I can tell she's very scared right now. Tbh I am too

"I don't know ohh my god "

I don't know what to feel .

Should I be scared? 

Obviously I should!

Aria takes me into a hug

"its okay. We're gonna find out what happened. "

"and how are we gonna do that? "

"My Hope.  You know which degree hope is taking don't you? "

Realization hits.

Orientology and psychology!!

The one who studies about dreams .

"yeah!! " she squeals in excitement.

"but what if it's just a rash?  Maybe we're just making a big deal out of it? "

I don't wanna get my hopes high that I might've actually had a make out session with jimin.

"you might be right . Okay so here's the deal.  Let's wait for a few days.  If you get those dreams again we're definitely gonna take help alright?? "

"okay " I give her a weak smile.

"good. Now let's get to college. We're late. "