I confessed.
The day when we marked our 5th year of friendship, I had decided to tell you how I felt.
It was a Friday evening, we were supposed to hang out just like we used to. But that day was different.
I was nervous, you were clueless.
When you arrived at my home, we watched movies for a few hours. We ate, we talked, and we looked at each other.
I remember closing my eyes, inhaling deeply, preparing to tell you the words I wanted to say.
I confessed.
You were unfazed.
"Sorry, Y/N. I don't feel the same way."
Those words hurt.
It hurt me, it still hurts me.
But I couldn't stop loving you, even though it's becoming painful.
Loving you is my only indulgence.