Chapter 3- the attack

I walked to the showers my pacr faster than the boys. Damien was taking it really well with having a new roommate that made me think he was tired of me. I laughed so I wouldnt cry and I got into the shower I got in and undressed as fat as I could. I saw a shadow walk past my curtain I soaped up not thinking about it. A giant hand slipped down my back to the curve of my ass. I had heard of some of the guards raping the girls here bit I didnt think it was true. The mans arm tured me around and I saw it was Bryan from the other day I tried pushing him off but he just laughed it off and continued to grope me. So I did the first thing I thought of and screamed which made him put hand over my mouth and try to unbutton his pants with his other hand the next thing I knew I was on the floor in a bell and the guy was on the other side of the room. Damien was standing in front of me a sad look in his eyes. This was the first time he had seen me naked I had never wanted him to see all my scare the ones on my arms and legs and or the one on my stomach. But I couldnt move so Damien wrapped a towel around my body and carried me back as I cried. Keaton had tests so it was just Damien and me.

" why didnt you tell me" Damien said not looking me directly in the eyes

" I couldnt I-I hoped youd never see them"

" I thought we were supposed to trust each other baby"

"i-im sorry, I was just embarrassed"

"Your beautiful Cia I don't care about your scars"

I sat there and cried for what seemed like hours I asked permission to stay in my room for lunch because I couldnt handle all the people. I thought about my mother my abusive step dad and my real dad. It was just so hard to leave but it got me away from that monster. My Step-Dad is the person that gave me my scars he would beat me and throw sharp objects at me. The one on my stomach is from when he stabbed me for not having sex with him. I cried at the thought of how I had almost lost my virginity two times by force now. Damien was the only person I wanted to be with forever. Im pretty sure I cried myself to sleep that night