18 Well Well well

Steven finally calmed down after about 30 minutes.

But the first thing for him to say that made any sense was, Babe I wanted to kill him. No one talks to you like that!

I know Steven but random jerks aren't worth the jail time, and loosing your job.

He looked at me and put his hand on my face. I nuzzled into his hand. I love you. His face gave a slight half smile like he was trying. I love you more he said softly.

No I love you more! I push him back into the couch and climbed on top of him and started to kiss him deeply. He kissed me back and pushed my waist up against him closer.

Up untill now, I hadn't thought much about it but I couldn't remember having sex with Steven.

Have we ever had sex? I asked bluntly. I mean I know we have I just can't remember when we did.

Steven looked so confused, what are you talking about?

I can't remember having sex ever.

What do you mean you can't remember? Babe we've done it lots and lots before....

I know but I just can't seem to remember ever having sex with you.

We have had you checked out at the hospital, the doctor's said you had no lasting brain damage. We need to go if your having trouble remembering.

Just for that though? I'll sound like a crazy person.

Maybe but at least you'll be a healthy crazy person, and I'll still love you. We'll just have to make new memories if there is nothing wrong.

I can take you to the hospital when ever you want.

Not right now... I just I need a few minutes to think. Plus I don't know if the cops showed up or paramedics or if that guy was waiting around for a second round.

Do you remember falling in love with me?

Of course I do! I just can't to seem remember getting sexual with you.

For all things you should forge... he stopped and grabbed my hand. I think it's time we go.

I didn't understand why all of a sudden he was enforcing us going. But I put my shoes back on, he got his keys.

We took the stairwell out the back door and made it to our car no problems.

The car drive to the hospital was a quiet one and Steven had a look of concern on his face but Everytime I asked him what was up he would sigh and say nothing.

We finally got to the hospital and Steven dropped me off at the entrance and he went to go park.

I walked in and to the desk to get started on getting admitted.

I explained who I was and why I was there and they took me in no problems. I waited for Steven to come in before going in.

Steven asked the nurse if he could talk to her outside.

I told him no. He would have to ask any questions about myself infront of me also.

He got super angry but then sighed and said fine.

If its okay with Allis, I'd like her to be checked if there are any signs or lasting marks or trauma. I think she may have been hurt.

Oh my God Steven why didn't you ask me! I wasn't sexually assulted!

But your having trouble remembering and maybe your forcing your self to forget trauma and you forced your self to forget everything.

The nurse looked a little shocked and confused but she spoke up, well if that's what the patient wants but that's up to her and I think your getting ahead of yourself, I am not a doctor but I can tell you with any head injury there is a possibility of amnesia.

I sighed. I couldn't say this but I knew why, I just couldn't say anything, no one believe me.

I spoke up, so I will do the test, but I know I wasn't raped.

I still want you and even if you were hurt. I am here for you always. I want you as my wife, if you want kids or not and when ever your ready to be with me we can make some new memories, okay? I love you always Allis.