17 Chapter Seventeen: What Happened?!

"Yol Sang Kim." someone called. I didn't dare to see who it was. "Min Jinu is dead," the person said, causing a tear to stream down my cheek.

"It's not true!" I shouted, refusing to believe it.

"Whether you like it or not, it is true... He left a letter for you." The guy said.

He isn't dead.

"No..."

"Do you wanna see him?"

"No."

"Better be at his funeral..."

"I will." I don't want to see him.

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Today...



Was not a good day...

I'm out of pain killers...

It hurts so much.

I want to be with him...

I still can't believe...

I couldn't have even saved him.

He pleaded for me to help him.

And I promised him I would...

But I failed...

I failed him...

I wish I just died.

I wish I had never left him.

I wish I had never done something like that, that hurt him so much...

I'm so sorry.

For...

Everything.

I never thought that he would really kill himself...

I never thought that he was so desperate to kill himself.

Ha! Pain killers, huh?

What a great thing to use to kill yourself...

He was really depressed...

I should have known.

He should have been here,

With me.

I hadn't thought of it.

He was so depressed that he would do anything to end himself.

I could have saved him...

I could have helped him.

I could have loved him again.

Mianhae.

I'm sorry, Min Jinu.

I hate pain killers...

He was my pain killer.

Saranghae.

- Yol Sang Kim