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I finished my drawings and left the room. When I went downstairs I saw everyone in the living room. I did not have breakfast because I was dealing with drawing. That's why I went straight to the kitchen. The girls also came over me. I prepared a tiny breakfast for myself.

I went to the table and they sat in front of me. The first question came from Dahyun Unni.

Dahyun Unni: How are you, dear?

Cheonsa: Not bad.

Mina Unni: Are you sure?

Cheonsa: Yes.

Yeji Unni: Why are you acting like this, then?

Cheonsa: I don't know.

Hira Unni: Aaa, Cheonsa come on, act normal, please!

Cheonsa: Dear Unnies, I am normal, in my opinion, you are too interrogators today.

Yeji Unni: No, something happened to you.

Cheonsa: I allow! You can think like that!

When I finished half my breakfast, the others entered the kitchen. Everyone was smiling, except Taehyung. I left my breakfast.

Cheonsa: Tae? Why are you upset?

Taehyung: No, I am not upset, dear!

He made his fake smile. Guys! I am his sister, I knew it was fake, immediately!

Cheonsa: V! I am your sister. I easily recognize your fake smiles. Please tell me what happened?

Taehyung: Ok, you know. I'm not fine, but I don't want to talk!

Cheonsa: Why?

Taehyung: Just I don't want.

I didn't pressure him. We can talk whenever he wants. I finished my breakfast. School came to my mind and I started looking at everyone with a surprised expression. Nobody understood what I was referring to.

Cheonsa: School?

Jin Oppa: We said we should have a 2-day vacation?

Cheonsa: I'm not on vacation. Stay if you want, but I'm going.

Jhope Oppa: No! It's you who first needs a vacation!

Cheonsa: NO, Oppa! I don't need it!

Baekhyun Oppa: Even if you don't, you have to, because we won't let you!

Cheonsa: You too, Oppa ?!

Baekhyun Oppa: I am the first, dear.

Cheonsa: Argh! Just can you leave me alone?

Taehyung: Can you get out? I want to talk a little ALONE with my sister. Please?

RM Oppa: Ok, Taehyung. Let's get out.

They went out and Taehyung sat in front of me. He doesn't look good at all. What could have happened yesterday?

Taehyung: Dear, you asked me what happened, right?

Cheonsa: Yes!

Taehyung: What happened is that Ainul left me. If you ask why, I don't know. Maybe I'm wrong, but I didn't do anything. Why did she go like this, I don't know! I have no idea what to do. I don't understand why is our life suddenly so complicated? What have we done, Cheonsa? Even though we didn't even have a mistake!

Cheonsa: How the hell ?! Why did she do such a thing! Leaving my brother ?! Look, brother, you won't cry like me, okay? At least one of us should be strong, anyway, my mom and dad are gone... even if they left us and went into whatever hole! God give patience! The man I loved left me too! Should everyone go at the same time ?! Brother, I'm tired ... Why did they do this to us? What have we done? What about my mom and dad, as if we are adopted children ...

Taehyung: We are already ...

Cheonsa: What the hell are you talking about Tae?

Taehyung: We are ... adopted.

Cheonsa: What are you talking about?!

Taehyung: You heard! We! Are! Adopted!

Cheonsa: What?! This can not be! No! Lie! You're lying! This can not be! Stop lying to me, brother!

Taehyung: I am not lying. I learned it today, in the morning.

Cheonsa: HOW?!

Taehyung: I went to my mother's bedroom in the morning, after I left your room. First I opened my mother and father's closet. There were no clothes and shoes. Then I opened the drawers or something, all empty. How did they go? When did they go? Where did they go? I just started reading the note I found on the desk.

He showed me a paper, after taking out it from his pocket.

The Paper:

"Taehyung and Cheonsa,

If any of you find it, we apologize to you first. We could not stand it anymore. Because of you, we haven't pulled out in a month, my daughter, my son. We had to tell you what you need to know and we got bored, there have always been mafias behind us since the day we took you for adoption. We are now going to America. Do not think, we did not love you. We loved you so much, we loved you so much that we put up with those mafias until this age, but we could no longer bear it. We used to not live in Seoul. We were living in America. We never had children. Returning to Seoul, we informed our families. We told about our situation. We were more compassionate then, and your grandfather said that we could adopt, save a life, even if it was at least a child. We went to the child welfare institution. We always wanted to have a son and a daughter with your father. That's why we adopted you two. You were the only siblings in that centre. We later learned that your biological family is a mafia. But at that time, we continued to love you and make our children. Until a month ago, they were on our door again. We didn't tell you. They threatened us. Your father's business is broken. Because of them. My business also broke down. Because of them. But in the end, it caught us. We thought you were old enough to take care of yourself and came to this decision. All that remains is yours. Don't let go of my son, Taehyung, Cheonsa. Take care of your brother. You know our bank number, take all the money we left there. We will start a new life here. Do it like that. Is it OK? Don't take my word for the mafia, they won't hurt you, they were just behind us. No matter how angry you are at us, we cannot say, do not be angry.Cheonsa, my dear daughter, I'd like to comfort you a little, after reading this. A father cannot be separated from his daughter. But I had to do this. I'm sure Taehyung will take good care of you. He will be a father wherever, a mother, and a brother everywhere. Do not upset your brother, okay? Take very good care of him, keep him out of his way, a man after all. Got it, girl? Come on now wipe your tears and smile. At least for our memory.My daughter, my dear, beautiful princess, my dear, Cheonsa, believe me, if I didn't have to do this, we would tell you everything on your 17th birthday without thinking for a moment. We were going to say. Destiny. Now, if you have Jimin with you, hug him, or give it up or not. If he left you and gone, it would be good.The parents of the others knew we were going. They know why it happened with them. But they don't know the adoption thing.Now you both cry, I know, if I am not your biological mother, here is the mother's heart, I will feel. No matter where I am.Wipe your eyes and start your new life happy. That's all for us.Not to see you again.With all their loving hearts

Your mother and father ...."

My eyes were flowing. How I'd hold it. I put the paper on the table. I looked at Taehyung. He was crying. I should have been angry, I should have been sorry, I don't know. But if they were gone, we had to forget them. Just like Jimin's going. But I don't think I can forget any of them. I'm thinking now, who was our biological family? Why did they drop us there? Didn't they love us? For example, they knew we were here. Did they know what we liked? Or that I have a phobia? Or did he know that Taehyung was such a good brother? They don't know what we don't like.

I got up and called "the meaning of my life" on my phone. He wouldn't answer, I know. But hope is here. I got out through the back door. This time I called Kai. He answered immediately.

Kai: Cheonsa? Sorry, I had to come home. You were in your room. An I thought you were sleeping.

Cheonsa: Can you take me from home?

Kai: Ok, are you ok?

Cheonsa: Kai, come, please, be quick!

Kai: OK!

-After 5 Minutes-

He came. I went in his car.

Cheonsa: Go somewhere.

Kai: Where?

Cheonsa: Where I can calm down, where I can forget myself, my life!

Kai: Ok...

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