Owner of a lonely heart

"I loved you. I loved you so much..." he looked at me as my voice was fading away. He gave me a look, he knew I was hurt. He knew who to blame. "Mackenna... I know it all. I never wanted this for any of us. And I never thought we will end in a situation like this..." I couldn't help my tears. It was too late to try anything now. "Ernest... I- I am afraid I still..." I continue in an undertone voice "...love you"