12 Leaving

It's been Two weeks, the Place is back to It's beautiful scenery. Zahara also got home, we didn't even know where did she go.

"Are you okay now?"Zahara asked me when I entered her room. I gave her a slight nod.

"I know somethings bothering you Elf. Tell me"she stated, I seated in her bed and let out a deep breath.

"Last week--"

"Yeah last week, all of you didn't tell me what happened. You always answered me It was because of Keogh. You can't fool me, I'm just waiting for all of you to tell me the truth"I feel bad because we all lied to Zahara, Matt said that we shouldn't tell it to the Genie because she might do something.

"Last week, A Lighting and Fire controlled me"I can say any further because of Guilt. I wanted to cry because I still feel bad. Maybe I'm the sinister in this Group. I bring harm to them, I let them worry, I let them feel something that they shouldn't feel. Probably, they're all mad at me but they're just silent.

I lay on the bed and lie down on my tummy. I cried.

I felt Zahara's stare but It didn't matter to me. I let out what I feel through crying. I really feel bad. I'm too scared that they're all mad at me. I have an ability to protect them but why do I feel like they're protecting me.

"Elf"Zahara called me, I didn't respond.

"I-i'm Sorry. Maybe, I should leave this Place because I only bring nothing but Harm and Worries. If didn't get tired from that I almost Hurt them!"I said between my Sobs.

"You want to leave? Then I'll let you"Zahara stated. I cried even more.

"It's your decision, I can't meddle with it. But if I were you, I won't leave because I know how they love and treasure you"she stated. I shake my head and cried again.

I can't stop my self from crying, My heart was so heavy.

"They're mad at me, I feel like they are. But they're keep it in Silence"I said, I heard Zahara take a deep breath.

"Alright, You can still come home again. I'll accept you without hesitation"I immideatly got up. I went to her and hugged her.

But before I leave her room, She said something.

"When you leave, Peliculiars is equal to Zero"

I closed the door and run towards the room. When I entered, I went to my bedroom and lay again. I lay into my belly and cried again. It was hard to leave them but If I won't leave the Harm won't fade.

It's already Nine at the evening, probably they're at the Kitchen eating some midnight snacks.

I stand up and wiped my tears. I tied my hair into bun and change my clothes into a blue dress.

I let out a deep breath and go out. I reached at the bottom of stairs. I breath again before headed to the door.

I'm about to open the door when I hear their Voices. I didn't turned around because my tears streamed down to my face.

"Someone told me that Peliculiars is equals to Zero If someone disappeared"It was Cris voice, I forced my self not to cry loudly.

"Why is she going? Maybe, she doesn't love us"I heard Chryseis voice.

"I thought she would be the Protector but Why is she leaving"I heard Dane's voice.

"Oh! Bitch! Why would she leave, she shouldn't because she make a big mess. She should have replaced the things we did by staying"I heard Crel's bitchy voice.

"Why would she leave, she told me that, she loves me"I heard Raza's little voice.

I bit my lower lip. I can't stop my self from crying, My hands even trembled.

"Tsk, She's unfair"I heard Dax's voice.

"Yeah, I thought we shouldn't leave each other. But why did she let go first"I heard, Kyler's voice.

"Was leaving is your option and leaving us behind is what do you want?"I heard Keogh's voice. I sighed.

"Y-your mad at me... I just bring Harm... you can be better without me"I stated, I'm still facing the door.

"Better isn't existing in this Home without you"I heard Sky's voice.

"I'll go now, I'm sorry. Thankyou"I stated, I feel like someone stabbed my heart because of what I said.

"Let's go. She didn't need us"Matt's voice was so serious. I panicked when I heard him say that.

My heart even beats fastly like it will popped out in my rib cage.

"Yeah, Probably. let's go, we can live without her"Flax voice. The Playful guys of the group sounds so serious.

I turned around and fell immideatly ito the floor because of my trembling legs. They're turning their backs on me.

"I-i'm sorry. I c-can't leave.. It's difficult for me... I'm sorry"I said. I bit my lower lip even more, it suddenly bleed. I tasted my blood.

Matt and Flax then turned around.. then they all followed.

"Really?"I nodded.

"Ay! okay! stand up! let's eat!"Matt and Flax stated and helped me to stand. They all laughed causing me to laughed too but still crying.

Matt and Flax hugged me while laughing, later on, we found our self doing a group hug.

"We are not mad at you Hanali, we can't be ma at you... All you do is to sacrifice your Self for us... we all notice that even we are just been together for a Three weeks"Sky stated. They all nodded.

"You didn't let me Join!"We heard Zahara's complaining voice from behid so we all looked at her.

We all looked at each other and went to her without even letting go with each other.

When we got to her, we immideatly hugged each other and laughed.

"Tsk.. your too fragile for your Friends"The Genie stated causing me to pout, they all laughed.

"Whatever, Genie"