6 C6: Sis is Lesbian
{Reign's POV}
I opened google hangouts and Cindy was online, she seemed to be a lazy adult that was always online and never slept I guess.
Cindy 10:14 am.
"when is your girlfriend coming online?"
Reign 10:14 am.
"No idea"
Cindy 10:15 am.
"lol"
"has she accepted ur love for her?"
Reign 10:15 am.
"I think so"
Cindy 10:15 am.
š
Reign 10:16 am
"Oh"
***
She's making fun of me.
Previously, I let it slip that I'm gay but also have a girlfriend, which made her "lol" as a response.
I sat at my desk in my room and played with the pen I used for writing my notes. It's almost time for my exams and recently I have been jerking off a lot.
I did it three times after I woke up and I want to do it again, but I need to study...
I continued to fiddle with the pen between my fingers as I thought of my girlfriend. I have been stringing her on for a while now and she recently said she loves me. Outside I was happy, but inside I felt like crying.
I wanted to love her, I really do, but I want to be loved and appreciated by a man instead.
I sighed after thinking this and looked down at the maths equation in front of me. It was fairly easy to do, but my mind was elsewhere - I guess I'll study later.
Getting up from my seat at the desk, I walked over to the bed and sat down. Looking at my feet I lifted it up and lay down on my back with my legs bent in the air.
I loved laying in this position on my bed - it's comfortable and my body doesn't hurt at all.
sngelic_demon and I began to talk about politics and I could see that she wasn't really into it because I was doing all the talking. We stay in the same state yet it seems like she is oblivious to what is happening around us.
Cindy 11:45 am.
"Sweety, Ima go wash now"
"I'll chat to u in 20 minutes"
Reign 11:46 am.
"Alright"
"Imma go get some food XD"
I got up from the bed and headed to the kitchen. It was a Saturday morning and my mother was watching a cooking channel on the tv in the kitchen while making lunch.
I walked to the fridge after greeting her and looked around inside, finding a packet of apples and a bottle of water. I reached for both, taking two apples and the water then sat down at the table after grabbing one of the knives in the cutlery drawer and a plate.
I started peeling the apples and minding my own business when my mother started speaking to me, "Son, sit properly on the chair or you will fall off."
I looked up at her then down at my legs and I grew slightly nervous, I pushed my body back into the chair and continued to peel my apples. Trust me, I wasn't sitting awkward in the chair, its just that I crossed my legs, my right over my left and started peeling.
Normally I don't do this, but today I forgot - I guess.
My mother was making lasagne and it still needed to go into the oven for forty minutes and eating two apples while gulping a bottle of water down would be okay I guess since I didn't have much of an appetite.
I threw the apple peels in the garden outside and washed the ceramic plate I used. Heading upstairs to my room while I chomped down on the apple in my hand I thought back to when my mother corrected my way of sitting.
I sighed, this was one of her objections towards gay people.
My mother and I get along, but I wish she would like the LGBTQ+ community then maybe I can do the things she does with my sisters - I wish I could do them too.
***
I have four siblings, an elder sister and brother before me and a younger brother that comes after me and my younger sister.
Sometimes I watch my older sister put on her makeup and honestly, she doesn't do a good job - I would.
My mother and sisters love going shopping and I always get invited to go with because I need to carry their things. I look at all the female clothing and sometimes wish that I could try it on, but I doubt that I am allowed too.
I sighed thinking all of this and opened my bedroom door, the shorts I'm wearing is starting to stick to my skin because of all the leakage.
I put the bottle of water and apples down on my desk next to my books and went to the bathroom locking the door behind me.
I pulled down my shorts and guess what? He is erect and leaking like there is no tomorrow. I placed my hand around him and started stroking him.
I don't have an endurance of three minutes or longer like most guys. Squeezing my butt cheeks I came while my toes gripped forward.
A sigh escaped my mouth as I looked down at the white, warm, creamy liquid slipping through my fingers onto the tiled floor.
I tried aiming for the inside of the toilet bowl, but my toes moved, making me shoot against the wall and the rest slip through my fingers.
Cleaning all of this up is a nuisance - I wish someone could do it for me.
After I cleaned up I returned to my room and started eating the unfinished apples. Unlocking my phone, I noticed that twenty minutes have passed and I wonder if she is done taking a bath.
I checked my phone and she isn't online yet. I sent a message to her asking if she was done and immediately, my girlfriend Chloe phones me.
I looked at the phone buzzing in my hand and I couldn't help, but sigh. She makes an effort to fix our relationship and I do - sometimes I do.
We arranged to go to the movies later today in the evening around five pm, but I still need to study and to be honest, I have been dreading this arrangement because all I did was nod aas she made the plans - it's my fault, I know.
"Hey," I answered.
"Reignn ~," she whined into the phone.
"Mn, I'm here." I cut her whining off.
"Why do you always take so long to answer your phone?" she questioned me with a voice that sounded with anger.
I hummed into my mobile and heard a sigh on the other end, she wasn't too happy with my answer.
"I phoned to tell you that my dad won't let me go to the movies, can we postpone it till a later date?"
I shrugged at her suggestion and forgot to answer her. "Reign?" she yelled into her mobile and my body shivered.
"Mn, it's okay." I answered. "Augh!! What am I going to do with you? If I didn't love you, I would haveā¦" she stopped herself and we both sighed.
"I-I'm s-sorry," I stuttered, I felt a bit guilty and apologize.
"No no, reign I'm sorry, I shouldn't have said that, it's just that, I was looking forward to today because we rarely go out," she explained.
"I'm sorry too," I trailed. I nibbled on my bottom lip as my mind drifted off, she explained to me why she had to cancel our plans. Her parents have a horrible relationship and her leaving the house was out of the question.
We said goodbye and my lips lifted into a smile, I noticed that she sent me six replies and was online.
Cindy 12:07 pm.
"Roses are red"
"Violets are purple not blue"
"Barney is a dinosaur"
"I am so bored"
"What will I do"
"Without you"
I was feeling better after reading her messages and the guilt from before was less and barely there.
Reign 12:15 pm.
"Hey, can I call you sis?"
Cindy 12:16 pm.
"Sure, I am older than you."
"Lol"
Reign 12:16 pm.
"Lol"
"Sis, can I ask you something?"
Cindy 12:16 pm.
"As long as it is not a picture of what I currently look like."
Reign 12:16 pm.
"What do you look like?"
Cindy 12:17 pm.
"A hot mess."
"Lol"
Reign 12:17 pm.
"Oh"
"I see."
Cindy 12:17 pm.
"Your question?"
Reign 12:17 pm.
"Do you know anyone gay?"
Cindy 12:18 pm.
"Yes."
Reign 12:18 pm.
"Really?"
Cindy 12:18 pm.
"Yep"
"I'm gay."
"Well, lesbian to be exact."
Reign 12:19 pm.
"Sis is lesbian?"
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