Our Untold Stories

The first time we met you cry like a baby because you didn't want to leave your mom arms even though you were already in second grade. you sat next to me. It was still morning, we did hand greeting. I remember that you wouldn't talk to the teacher nor shake her hand so when it was my turn to shake your hand i was surprised that you shook my open hand. Next we went around the circle to say our favorite color, to which you whisper in my ear "gold".

As month passed we got closer together but were also slowly drafted apart from each other as we both were always in different groups.

By third grade we started to joked about how we'll not be friend anymore but rather becomes frenemies. Since one year already passed by you became more social, making friends with both boys and girls, the old you was gone. I made new friends just like you did, before we knew it, it was already the next year and you were dating my best friend I'll admit it hurt, but seeing you and her so happy i couldn't risk tearing both of you apart just because of me. instead i smile at the side being the supported friend you both need.

when u and my best friend broke up after a third of our school year i felt relief when i shouldn't have, i was going to gather all my courage to ask you out, but didn't when you told me happily that you dated a girl from the other side, i was confuse as to why would you do that, but I didn't question you but instead encourage you.

on the other side people were being happy for her that she was your girlfriend while people on our side was happy and questioning your movement at the same time. I remember that one day we question your intention, you said that "it was just for a dare". I realize how much you changed then from being a crybaby to a playboy.

Our last year we barely talked to each other, I still remember that one day I accidentally poke you by the side of your eye with a dull pencil I was so worried I started to tear up, scared that you were going to bleed. Putting my hand on the side of your eye touching it to make sure that it was ok, I kept asking you if you were okey a hundred time while doing that. As I was doing that you said "why is your hand always so cold whenever we touched". I'll answer "I don't know".

As graduation came near I was excited as to I was looking forward to being in the same school as you and my friends. In February we sign into the school we planned to all go to, in March you got your acceptance letter, others got theirs, by April I still haven't gotten mine I just thought that it will still take more time to get accepted.

By July I hadn't gotten mine but was on the waiting list and was currently in a different school for now, on the last day of school you ask me if I got accepted I said you'll know on the first day of middle school with a fake smile on my face. By august I still wasn't accepted in, my parents were tried of waiting so instead they put me in a private school.

I wanted to know if you were sad that you didn't see me but I never know. As one year passed I slowly forgot how to pronounce your name and my friend's name. After two year passed I found you on Instagram but was sad that you have found yourself a girlfriend. I realized again that you probably forgot me, slowly I erased you from my mind and drown myself in schoolwork. After graduating middle school.

Here I stand in front of you.