1 Our Beginning

We were just kids.Kids who wanted to make music,move the world with our melody,and change hearts with our words.Life gave us what we wanted although we both took different paths getting to where we wanted to go.Both had obstacles although different they were obstacles nonetheless.Who knew our families would get in the way.Love,wants and needs throw us off track.At some point we even got in each other's way.Even though we were miles and miles apart.

Fate is funny that way.Even though we were torn apart.Somehow our stories still are intertwined.Somehow we still managed to see each other again.All because of music.I mean would we have even met if it weren't for it.Or would we have passed each other up on that rainy day.

Who knows what I do know is.Im thankful that we met.We brought out the best in each other.In the end we also brought out the worse.Thats why looking at you now brings me pain.The things we said to each other.The tears that we cried.

The words that we left unsaid and words that we should have kept to ourselves.I still remember ever word you spat at me that day.

"You wanna leave fucking go then I don't need you or anyone else you're just like everyone else you get what you need then you go"

Those blue eyes,those big beautiful oceans.I never saw them filled with so much hate,fear,and anger before that day.Never saw so many tears fall from them as I spoke out of hate,fear,and anger.

"And I don't need you and you can keep your damn song the song I wrote since your talent in song writing is as shit as your voice you'll go no where just like your father said you'll be right in this damn fuck ass town all your life"

I know we didn't mean any of the things we said.Or at least I didn't.I didn't wanna leave I didn't wanna leave you.I loved you.Still do.Things were more complicated then they seemed to be at the time.

My father.Mother.Were the reason I had to go.I promised you the day we sat under that umbrella I'd never leave you.I meant it.I still want to be able to keep that promise.

That's why when given the offer I took it.

"A chance of a life Time Topaz"

My manager said.A chance to work with you again.

Our story isn't done.We haven't even sung our song.I wanna make things right I wanna be there for you again.

I know you don't wanna see me and honestly I could care less.I want to see you I want to tell you the truth.To tell you what happened before I left.To tell you why I left.

I need you to know I'm not like them.That I cared about you and loved you.Did you love me too Cassin.

"I mean how the hell are you gonna let this deal slip outta ya hands gurl a chance to meet up with your child hood crush aka soul mate I mean not only will that little story bring in great press BUT it'll bring attention to you and his band's album ding ding ding do I sense romance"

Fate brought us together.Even if it's to late to be yours.I just wanna be by your side.I wanna be your shoulder.Like old times.

I'm not finished with you Cassin Zander's.Lets finish what we started.Lets move the world.Lets move hearts.Lets finally come together.

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