1 PROLOGUE

RAYMARK (RAM) POV

"Jake! Please not yet!,Please don't leave me alone"

I cried while seeing him suffer from the pain,But still he's fighting.

"S-Sorry Ram forgive me..I c-can't promise to leave with you now I'm so tired...I want to fight but maybe this is the end"

He say while smiling. I don't want to see him like this,I don't want to let him go, but I don't want to be selfish, I know that this day will come and yet still I'm not prepared for this.

I hold his slim hand and touch his slim face, I never thought that his weight will going to be down like this,His very thin not like before he was hunk and very energetic and full of positivity person but what happen now?.

I just keep asking what have I done,What have we done to punish us like this we don't deserve it, Jake! Never deserved this kind of illness this kind of pain!.

I cried so loud,I know even I cry and cry still nothing gonna happen,

"Ram... Can you promise me t-that find someone who will make you happy again, make you fall Inlove again like what I did for you...D-Don't stock in our past Ram... Promise me you will find someone that will never leave you promise to me Ram"

He say to me, I look at straight to his eyes and I see sincerity there, pain and loneliness.

"I will...I will Jake" I say to him.

It's just like an hour has been past since we talked happy and now what happened?.

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1 HOUR AFTER

I'm here at the hospital were Jake confined. Because He has a Brain Cancer stage 4 that was the hardest things that I ever feel.

He was lying on the bed and his body becoming thin and thinner.

The most hurt part was seeing him suffering but you can't do anything, I want to do something but how?. If I can only take that illness I will, So I can't see him dying in front of me.

It's just like killing me inside.

"Hey hey stop Crying Ram"

He say to me and wipe my tears, I didn't notice that I was crying already.

"I can't stop crying seeing you like this"

I say to him while letting my tears flow from my cheeks.

"It's going to be okey Ram, Look I'm still alive...but soon I will going to die"

He say and I look at his eyes and say.

"Don't say those thing! You will not going to die Jake,You will going to live longer.. Remember we promised together that we are going to travel around the world and create more happy memories together..How will that going to happen if your gone tell me Jake How!?We should do those thing Jake we should do it!."

I shout out loud screaming and crying. I know I'm not be the one who cry and pained like this, it's should be him but what shall I do if I feel this way.

"Ram...we already talked about this...I know I promise to you but ... Let's accept the reality Ram anytime soon I will going to die"

"But I don't want to lose you Jake,How can I live without you?

Your the only one who accept me who love me and with you I feel safe and I feel like Im the luckiest man in the world to have you"

I say to him.

"Look at me, Ram Look at me"

He says and I look at him.

"Now tell me do I look like I'm going to live longer?...with this look?, no hair,Pale skin and very thin body?...can you tell me how can I live longer?"

He say to me. While a tears suddenly fall from his eyes.

"I want to live longer Ram,I want to be with you forever, If I will just say to death that give me a month for one more chance to stay here with you I will...but it will never going to happen"

He say. And I hug him, I just realized that I'm the one who gave hope to him not the one who will down him.

"I'm sorry Jake,I just love you so much thats why I don't want you to die....but now...I already accepted the truth now Jake...And let's just enjoy the moment that we can stay together"

"Yeah let's enjoy the moment together Ram"

And that have we done enjoying the moment that we can still together.

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1 HOUR LATER

"Nurse! Help! Somebody help!! Please!"

I shouted while Jake was shaking his whole body and his eyes are turning up and down!.

"Jake! Please jake I love you, don't leave me, this not the time yet. Please!...Help!!!"

I still shouting for help and suddenly a doctor and nurse came through and check Jake. The nurse say that I not allowed inside. But I want to see Jake...I want to be his side specially right now!.

After 5 minutes after that happen and While I'm arguing with the nurse the doctor came out the room. With an emotionless face.

And the nurse let me go so I walk near to the Doctor and say.

"How is he Doc?"

And he just simply say

"Sorry he didn't make it... I'm sorry for your lost"

He says and it's just like my world,my love, my life break into pieces.

"No! It can be you just lying! Doc! Tell me he is just okey! Tell me that he was fine tell me!" I cry and I just knee down on the floor while crying this can't be happening.

It's just an hour's he promised to fight more but what happen he just gone.

I entered His room and I see him on the bed lying and no signs of life. I go near to him and hug him even I know it just over and he was gone I still love him and it was forever.

I cry and cry and slow accepting that my Dear Jake is gone and never coming back.

PS: How's The prologue? Guys I'm not good in writing a English story so please forgive me for the grammatical error and wrong spelling.

I will just finished it soon cause I will make it a short story

Hope you enjoy it.

🦄Prime Master

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