Origin: Nothing ; Starting My Life As a Half Beastman breed

Just as the name tells, I was born from nothing. I didn't know why I was created or born, i felt abandoned. Stuck inside a white orb, i tried to break free but can't. I was leading a pathetic life like begging god to bring me a purpose to live for 6 million years. I.. i was tired.. i was getting ready to rest, but when i opened my eyes, wait i have eyes!? cough*, I mean, I saw the outside world. when i observed my body, i was a little black wolf pup, and it turns out that i'm a mixed breed of a Canis lupus beastman and a human! What kind of adventures will be waiting for me? Mc traits: (Animal Form) Jet-black smooth fluffy fur, gray-colored crystal eyes, soft yet strong paws (Beastkin form) Jet-black silky smooth hair, almond shaped gray-colored crystal eyes, smooth and fair jade-like skin, well-defined eyebrows, sharp black fluffy ears and a long, fluffy black tail, to be short, he's handsome. (since most of y'all like attractive mcs, I'll just leave it to your imagination of what he looks like. ) Also, i called him a beastkin cuz beastkins are able to transform to their original form (animal form) between their human-like features form but with wolf-like ears and tails. On the other hand, beastmans have animalistic features and similar traits on the body(like fur, animal ears, tails, paws, etc) and they're pureblood but with human bodies. What i've said is only according to what i've learnt,(idk really, it's really hard to tell the differences of species of the beastfolks. Like beastkins, demibeasts, beastmans, werebeasts. It's because of their bloodline, it's hard to figure out only by just reading novels, reading comics, watching anime, and a lil bit of Wikipedia. hehe i got lazy on research) so if i'm wrong, plz don't mind it and consider it just as a setting for my own world! ᕦ( ᐛ )ᕡ