the lost cause

My name is Misaki Yakima , I'm 16 years old ,

I go to Sakura high. I am very independent , I

have to depend on myself , since my parents

died 9 years ago , I have to make sure my little

haruhi gets all the care she needs , which is

very difficult , everyday is a routine : get up ,

get dressed , survive school , go to part time

job , go check on haruhi ( in a nearby hospital)

, come home and rest, Then it repeats.

I try to get good grades , so I can get a real job

so i can pay off the hospital bill (for haruhi's

leukemia), pay my intuition ,and keep the rent

steady.

I know what you're thinking : wow this girl life

sucks. well.... it kinda does feel like I'm a lost

cause , sometimes , but I try to think positive,

And think about what my sister would do without me ,and that it is completely selfish of

me to think of only myself , but still I just wish someone would whisk me and my sister away

out of this hell and into our dreams of no worries , lots of carrying people to love us , and not judge us. *sigh* what a thought but let's be real... that's NOT going to happen any time soon , unless there is such thing as

Magic,

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