9 Chapter 9 "Forgotten love"

Now im done being a gr9 student and I'm active at the church ever since my cousin was there too

so now I'm inviting my best friend Tohka she's From Spain tho a short, dark, a bit chubby and has a long straight hair and it's natural yaknow

by now it's 2019 and I'm already 15yrs old and it's already vacation.

Since I'm not that busy at home going to the church for me is already part of the loop

not just because my crush and cousin is there

but because I wanted to be able to forgive

that someone who really made my life live

Like there is hell on earth 3months of miscommunication between me and Itachii

he made me look like the bad girl

it's worst than fasting and such!

he already know that I have a crush but he never saw Subaru and I together

until one Friday afternoon after classes we went to Rome around the market since we didn't have a practice and ever since I have a crush on him for almost more than 2years by now I either hold a piece of his uniform or his bag and suddenly I felt so close to Subaru

but then I saw Itachii on the way to our way whoa I think I just lost my smile and I didn't notice that Im still holding Subaru's bag then inside my mind

*should I say hi or not should I even look at him his at our back!, the hell he looked mad at me*

•I slowly looked back then waved a bit and placed a fake yet too awkward smile•

then I said "hi" ~awkward~

then looked back at Subaru still busy talking

then he asked

"who was that halfway looking at me"

then I answered wearily

"no need to look at him!, his just a fr-friend from a co-cosplay club of o-ours"

then he answered

"ahhh ok"

*then he talked continuously again and again and of course I'll reply or give another certain topic*

until we got to the church yet it got me worried with that look in Itachii he looks jealous, well yes he said that he likes me a month ago but he didn't ask if he can court me so I must be over thingkingonce again

*sighs*