8 Chapter 8 "Forgotten love"

1yr ago right after I first met Subaru

as you know I first met Subaru

but then he seems to be always out of my sight.

While I was still in grade 7

I've been depressed and so week for people keeps bullying me for my nationality and because of my broken family

they say that I am the reason they finally annulled, and that I'm should just go back to Japan because they think I don't deserve to be loved cause I'm a quiet person I most of the time read novels and watch anime they say that it's just a stupid fictional cartoon.

but then I never told my parents nor my made that I am slowly getting depressed.

they never knew it, I would never let them know.

They are already too busy with their new partners and business why should I butt in

I'm already feeling that they already forgotten about me.

They don't care about me at all if I went home late theyll get mad

but if I got home early they wouldn't care at all

it seems like they're throwing their anger to each other at me

I'm their only child and I don't know why but I don't think they care

My okasan most of the time doesn't come home early either sometimes she stays at his man's house

that's why as years go I started to be more independent and cold towards them