7 Chapter 7 "A single prayer"

Those eyes so bright and smiles so deep

Another person that is good at hiding

Yet I realized why was he crying

Another broken hearted person

Another lost sole, trying to find anyone or anything to hold on

But I know that we are going through the same for some reasons and sooner or later I will find out. It maybe not now but sooner

I'll be able to break those walls but I know

That right now I am not the person he needs it is God, So I will lift him upon God so that he might not be lost and so that he will be stongger

While at this church when Subaru left me to go at the cr, I realized how I got through depression and how did I survive I realized then, that even if I was a sinful girl God never left me alone never, He was just waiting for me to notice, He even made Subaru as the key for me to be open

*suddenly tears flow out of my eyes*

How lost I was,How many bad words had I spat to others, How cold and rude I was,

How unfair I could be to my parents and the persons around me, and how long I forgot God when he never forgot to serve me

I was depressed because of hating people

because of being unable to trust them

because of that one person that left me

that one boy who only thinks of himself

he only care about his own side

never really wanting to now mine

never even trying to ask

but once he did it was too late for him.