Chapter 6 "A single prayer"

*On the way to the church*

We walked and talked what a very good feeling to have him by my side

I feel safe and secured

The more I spend time with him the more

I fall and trust him

He's presence by my side is simply

Addicting a type of presence that

I will always search for to accompany me

And his even making us have the longer route

That gives us more time together

I am blushing once again

Now I can see the building which he told me that our church is on the second floor

On the way there at the stairs a lot of people greeted me with a sweet smile

And shakes hands with me

But then Subaru holds my hand much longer

Introducing me to each friends he had

Until the service starts

And the preaching for the day hits me hard it's about kingdom citizenship

And on how much God sacrifices did just to find us for it is not God who is lost, for it is us whom are lost for we are the sheep's and God is the Shepard that is always ready to leave the 99 out in the field just to find one of us

That we should plant a seed and take care of it to be able to saw a much greater fruit multiplied in Jesus name

But then I realized that Subaru was crying

It happened before the sharing of the pastor begins

I noticed that he was crying but then I don't know the reason he went to the back of the church continuously crying and praying but

I didn't want to bother and ask

I don't want to be nosy

Back after the lesson there is the tites in which you should give ten percent of your money so I gave 20p cause I only have one hundred that time

Then he came to stop crying at one side and placed a smile on his face so fast after crying so that no one will notice

So that he will look happy or

So that he will look brave or

So that no one will be bothered to pity him

I dunno but those were the very first time

I saw him so sad, so lost

I saw myself on him in that very moment

Week,

Vulnerable,

And very

Fragile

Yet still plays strong and happy in the midst of crisis and depression yet

Still standing and believing in Jesus name