Chapter 11 "The forgotten love"

when I was on grade 8 back then me and Itachii used to be good friends but things change by vacation times

One day I received a text message from Itachii "to be honest I'm jealous because boys

kept on spending time with you and they

consume most of your time you even smile back sweeter on them but I just wanna ask if you could be my... "

He didn't finish his text and he knows he doesn't have to cause I knew deep inside how in is he unto me.

I took a deep breath and look in my room since I was home cause it's already sunday

I realized that my room is so big and simple it's suffocating knowing that I'm alone.

I have the masters bedroom cause my okasan insisted that I should use this room.

It's color was a mixture of pusha pink and white and I have my own secret room in which I made it as my dressing room.

while looking at my room I decided to go inside my dressing room and lock myself in,

in the state that I can open it on my own.

Then I looked back at the message Itachii sent me and texted back[sadly I really do appreciate all your efforts but I'm not yet ready and my parents emphasized that I shouldn't dare have one or else I'll have to stop studying and the boys life would suffer a lifetime so it's sadly a no but I hope we can stay as friends]

I feel so bad for not explaining much and for being unable to meet his expectations so I texted him once again ["Gomenasai Oniichan"]

then he replied "I'm no ones Oniichan!"&

"I respect your decision so we should cut ties now"

like he said that for the second time around that I busted him