3 Beautiful Herricane

We were just two lost souls then, you and me, the two of us. So carefree, so full of dreams, so full of life, and then we found each other in a time where everything fell into place and the last thing we knew, we were falling for each other.

We dreamed together, I was your star and you were my sky. Yes, it was safe to say that we were each other's greatest love. Oh how we loved each other so much we were inseparable. You're like a dream come true to me before but now, you're nothing but a haunting nightmare.

There were times I could not stop myself staring at you, thinking I was so blessed to have you. We were there for each other but our spark started to blind us and our flame started to fade away.

Yes, you faded away.

We both learned so many things and one of them was breaking each other's heart. We chose to end it, once, twice until I stopped counting, until I stopped believing. Until I stopped hoping.

We broke up and went on our separate ways, it's so hard to be happy without you, It's still so hard to be without you.

Oh God we tried, God knows how hard we tried to make it work. But we couldn't. I failed you, you failed me and once again, we gave up the fight. Everytime I gave up on you, I gave a piece of my soul away. I lost a part of me that I could not take back again.

I was so scared then, so afraid to lose you. I was just a wanderer who once dreamt of walking down the road with a beautiful view of the sunset, while you're there, patiently waiting for me. I once thought the universe of you, I once made you my world, my life, my happiness, funny how you end up being a disaster, such a beautiful disaster.

I never knew that love could hurt this much.

And now, you're with him. You found him, you found someone new. You found your home, your new star and the two of you created a world better than what we had.

I am happy for you. No tears, no more drama. Maybe because I got tired believing in our fairytale, maybe because I am now a grown up and not the same person who thought I will die if I will lose you forever. I have grown accustomed of the pain. I've learned my lesson. I knew I have to go on without you. I realized that there will always be a place inside of me and you don't belong there anymore. I am stronger now. Love had tried to tear me apart a million times but it realized that I will not bend.

I kept on telling myself that it will hurt for a little while and sooner or later I will bounce back to my own life, to my own glamour, to my own universe, 'cause you see, stars don't need the sky to shine, I can still shine without you.

He is now your home and I have come to realize that I was never your home. I am just your favorite spot in the park where you enjoyed visiting from time to time, but you can't stay, you just can't. You can't stay with me.

Yes, we were each other's greatest love, My dreams started and ended with you. But our love was not a guarantee that there will be an us in the end. Our love could not save us from each other's tragedy when our love was the tragedy itself.

And so I have to fly away and find another dream and to rebuild a world you shattered once.

I just wish that you will settle with him and make him your home. Your happiness. Your world. Things you failed to do with me.

You will be happy with him. You deserve it.

You loved me before but you love him better and that's okay. I am okay. I've moved on and accepted our fate that no matter what we do, we are not meant for each other. We grew up together and then we grew apart and that's the end of our lovestory.

So let's say goodbye to all of our memories for the last time.

But one thing is for sure, even though we've come to the end of our rainbow, I want you to know...

that I will never ever regret you.

Goodbye, my sky.

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