Lonely Feeling

Two months ago, my parents died in a car accident. It was all because of the showery day and the road gone slippery.

My parents were on their way back to go, to a small vacation and it turns out into a big disaster. They get crashed from behind and no one knows who is the criminal.

It remains a big mystery ever. There's no one daring to investigate the wrecked tragedy. They went silent and shut their mouths from getting any discomforts.

And I don't even know why. I got sad and exhausted each of the days. My body getting even tinier and I got no energy to waste on.

I went to the court with my family's personal lawyer, Miss Adams. They were discussing me and the whole parental permission.

Since my aunt volunteers to take care of me. I got a little delighted about it and at least, there is someone who was still there with me.

The first three days, she was fine and kind towards me. She even cooked for our breakfast, lunch, and dinner.

Then, I will help her by doing house chores. She said it was just fine for her and I thought she loves me already but no, the thought was totally wrong.

The next following days were different she change. She becomes violent and acts brutally towards me. I don't know why and what is happening?

" Billie, you such a big bitch. I told you to make up some of these papers and you did nothing! ", yelled my aunt scolding me for doing the viewpoint of the paper inaccurately.

She will just yell and shout at me when there is something wrong. She even demands me to do every chore in the house while she will just sleep, eat, and giggling in front of the TV.

She will slap me whenever I fail to do it and sometimes she will kick and punch me with something sharp that will leave a bruise or cut on my body.

It's hurt me when I found out that she was just using me for my late parent's money while the kindness was just a mask of this horrible journey.

There was a time, where she will threaten me for making an effort to run away from the house and tell the others about the abusing situations.

She trying to kill me and force me to eat something weird. I got scared and alone.

Growing up, I have no friends to play with. I got really upset and lonely. They were scared to have a friend like me.

I worked near my aunt's house to support my life and give my aunt some of my money as much as I can do.

I don't know if I could run away from here and have another good life out there. It was just a big step to carry on.

" Billie, mind to pass me the bottles? I kinda need three of them now ", inquire Jane staring at me who is spacing out of the earth while trying to glare at me mean 'instantly'

I snap out from my thoughts and rapidly nod my head means 'yes'. I took out three bottles of strawberry soda along with some candy on it.

" I'm sorry. It's just that, I'm zoning out. Here you go ", Billie said passing the trolley towards Jane and went through to the kitchen space.

I let out a big sigh while washing the leftover dishes in the sink from the earlier shift of washing old lady.

She seems to be so in hurry and I got to take over the work for her. It's okay though, I love being in the cafe more than the so-called house.

" Billie, four muffins of blueberry, please! ", implore Jane from afar but I can still hear it clearly.

" Coming! ", was all I reply to Jane. I stop my washing thing and went toward the oven while starting to make a new fresh muffin.

It's going to be a long day after all. Time has passed and it's time for us all to go back home.

I went toward the bus station after biding my goodbye to my coworkers. They being nice toward me and I want it to stay longer.

But, I can't. I only can hope that it will happen when I know it would never happen. Even, for once.

How I miss my parents so much. They have always been there for me whenever I got ill, sad, and mad. They adore me so much.

But, now. The happiness has to stop since I'm going to face the reality of the world. The misery has come and I have to stand for it.

I usually go back home at nine o'clock and finish the house chores in just five minutes. It has become my routine since I was at the age of twelve years old.

I sigh for a bit while catching up a glance at the beautiful street in the night time. It was so calm and tender. There are no other peoples on the street.

It was silence.

The moon shone it glint while the stars will caging the moon, twinkling around the gorgeous square.

It was just like a 'guardian of the moon' so romantic and fascinating. Looking at the beautiful scenery.

I took out my phone and type some daily quotes, for the day.

" Life was like a roller coaster ride. It will go up and down with the shine of sunlight.. ", with that. I turn off my phone and relaxed.

My aunt has treated me badly. But, still, I always forgive her for some kind of reason, and one day, maybe I will get to escape.

" Round out the night, changes into something red..her mother doesn't like that kind of dress.. ",

" Mommy ", whine a little girl near Billie seat mocking her mother's facial expression.

" What is it, honey? ", ask the mother looking down at her daughter's side.

" I wanna have some candy ", explain the little girl pouting her mouth together acting all cute in front of her mother.

The women chuckle for a while before handing the girl her candy. Once, the girl got it. She went toward Billie and hand her the purple mint taste candy.

" Here you go ", said the little girl shyly handing Billie the candy.

" Oh. Was it for me? ", ask Billie shock with the little girl gratitude.

" Yes! Now, don't get all moody.. it is not good for your health ", nod the girl and went back to her mother.

Billie look at the candy and was in touch with the little girl's action.

" Yes. Keep on happy, Billie ",