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I moaned out one more time as my body released its hold. I sighed as I sat my 'Playboy Bunny Pleaser' on my nightstand in absolute disgust and disappointment.

My ring shined on my finger as I sighed. My phone started to ring as I looked down at myself.

The maid better cleans these damn sheets before he gets back here...

I walked over to the bathroom and turned on the shower. I grabbed my face masking cream, wiping it on my face and neck. I slipped my hair into a hair shower cap, before stepping into the shower.

"Another lonely morning ..." I whispered while washing my sticky body.

I washed my hips and fat rolls before washing my face clean along with my neck before stepping out.

I sighed, walking towards the mirror with the small towel barely covering my body as I dried my face.

I snatched the towel off my body as my breasts dropped and I could see myself.

I shook my head in disgust before opening the cabinet to start taking my usual medication. A laxative and five diet pills. I walked out, walking towards my closet.

"Hey, Google! Play a getting dressed playlist." I ordered my google as it obeyed my command.

I grabbed a dress before putting it back as I noticed it was a tight one.

I grabbed a pair of pants, noticing that it was loose, too loose.

I grabbed a pair of shorts before throwing them back in the closet in anger but slowly decided to grab a pair of tights and a plain shirt.

I smelled breakfast being cooked as i grabbed my purse. I loaded my phone, charger, amazon speaker, makeup bag, and lastly my car keys along with my wallet. I slipped on my socks, walking downstairs.

"Morning Diane," I said as I waved at her, looking over at the white woman who just finished cooking breakfast.

I sat at the bar as I smiled. "I'm sorry...Could you just get me the usual.."I said sadly.

"You promised Ma'am, you can't survive on Apple Cider Vinegar and yogurt parfaits. It'll wear you out." She said, looking at me worried while setting it on the counter.

"Thank you, Diane," I said simply as I hear my husband's car pull into the driveway.

"Morning David," I said with a smile as he dropped his things on the couch in the living room.

"Hey, El." He said, sounding annoyed as he sat at the table.

"I see you're eating again? Did you give up?" He asked as I bite my lip.

"No...Diane made this for you...I wanted to tell you something." I said, looking at him.

"You're finally letting Greg do lipo on you?" He asked, eating bacon while looking at me.

"No...I've found a trainer! He's better than the last and I'm sure he'll help me." I said, smiling. "Then maybe, once I lose weight, we can try again," I said, looking at him softly.

"I can't keep spending money on shitty trainers Eleanor!" He snapped as I sat back.

"I said I don't want to get liposuction!" I said back at him.

"Why not?! You're going to have scars anyway! Besides, why should I wait?! You've said this shit a thousand fucking times and I don't see any kids around this big ass house we have!" He said as I frowned sadly.

"I-I promise..okay?.." I whispered, holding back my tears.

That's one thing I've always wanted to do...to make him happy.

David scoffed and stood up, walking towards me as he grabbed my side, harshly.

He gripped the fat as if it wasn't anything to him, but shit.

"I'll believe it...when you're a size 9 instead of a size 22." He growled in my ear before walking towards his office, slamming the door harshly.

I flinched when he slammed it, soon standing up as I walked towards my car.

I waved at the neighbors before sliding in, driving towards the mall.

I parked at my usual parking spot, slowly making my way toward the place.

"Alright now! Come on Patricia! Faster baby girl! You're almost there!" Someone screamed as I stopped, walking.

I looked around in confusion as I saw a plus-sized woman run towards the mall, panting and sweating with a smile on her face.

She smiled and hugged the Samoan man that followed her.

I couldn't help but stare at him.

The way sweat dripped from his body to how tight his tank top was.

He turned towards me, after dismissing the woman as I noticed his sleeve tattoo.

He's letting that Native American out...

"Ma'am?! MA'AM?!" He screamed as he grabbed my hand and pulled me from the streets. I realized I've caused traffic and didn't even know it.

"Are you okay?" He asked while I blushed, starstruck by him.

"I-I-I'm Great.." I whispered as he smiled.

"Great! I see you loved my training? Are looking for a personal trainer?" He asked as I nodded slowly.

"Yes...I really need one. I wanna lose all this weight" I said, grabbing my fat stomach as he looked at me.

"I can always help, I'm training out of my house but we do have air, towels, water, and equipment along with a tv and Bluetooth radio. When is a good time for you?" He asked as I smiled.

"Uhhh...Do you have night schedules?" I asked softly as he smiled.

"Yes ma'am! We're available at night. From 5 to 5 am, but I'd have to give you a code and watch you." He said as I nodded.

"Okay...how about this Friday? It'll give me enough time to prepare." I said knowing it was only Wednesday.

"Awesome. Well, my name is Joesph Mauga, but you can always call me Joe. It's no problem at all ma'am, I must warn you. I don't help people be extremely skinny and unhappy. I work to make them healthy, happy, and confident. I work with you to accomplish your goal, no matter what your goal is." He said as I nodded, understanding him. "I hope that's okay?"

"That's fine," I said softly as I saw my best friend, Dominque at the food court, waiting on me.

"Thank you again," I said, grabbing his name card as I made my way to her.

My stomach growled at the food around me..but my mind was with that passionate Samoan who stood with a smile on his face.