Hey my name is Lee Felix and I'm 17 years old. I go to xxxx high school. The worst part about school is seeing the one person that I wish that I haven't met... Bangchan. He is my worst enemy. We fight and argue about everything. Anyways let's not talk about him right now. As I was saying my name is Lee Felix I'm 17 and I am the cute "bad" boy at school. Truth be told I have a lot of personalities and moods. You'll see them as the story goes on. It's currently 6:59 and in 30 seconds my older brother will burst through that door and scream at me to get up so I will officially see you then.
"FELIX GET YOUR ASS UP." Minho said bursting through the door. "Ugh.. shut up Lee Know." The younger groaned. "Fine fine I'm up just get out so that I can get ready for school."
What I wore to school was a blue jacket with a white shirt and jeans.
"Well this is the perfect outfit for today." I got my phone and bag and went down stairs to eat breakfast. "Good morning mom and dad!" I shouted as I walk into the dining area. "Yah I'm here too." Lee Know exclaimed with a pout on his face. "Well you woke me up and annoy me." My mom and dad just sat there looking at us and laughing. After breakfast me and Lee Know got up and say good bye to our parents and left. Btw Lee Know is like a year older than me. Our driver drove us to school. When we got there we waved bye to the driver and walk into the school yard and people started to whisper as I said I'm the cute "bad" boy that also means that I am one of the popular kids. As I walk inside the school I see....Bangchan. "Oh hey there Lee Know where is your brother?" "I am right here you little bitch!!" "Oh I couldn't have seen you you were too short for me to see down there." He said snickering "You wanna fight me you cunt" " Aww look at that the baby can curse cute." Him and his friend started walking off while laughing. "I swear those guys get on my fucking nerves." I sigh and walk to my next class. For first period I have Ela (English language learning) class. I honestly hate that class because I'm failing. She expect me to write a whole essay on Shakespeare. Not that I hate the guy but a motherfucking essay yeah that bitch is bugging the fuck out. As I grow closer to the classroom Bangchan stops me. Oh fuck I forgot that I had this class with him. "What do you want from me this time."
A/n: Please don't get offended about this part I don't mean any harm to the idol(s) Felix is my bias so no I don't have anything against him. I felt weird writing what your about to read. So sorry if this offended anyone.
"Go jump off a fucking building and kill yourself" I just smiled at him and walk pass him. He always tell me to cut myself or jump off a building or anything that will be me committing suicide. But what he doesn't know is that his words get to me and I cut. I walk in the class I took my seat all the way to the back next to the window. I put my head down and started to cry quietly. The teacher then walk inside the class. "Good morning class. Felix please pick your head up." I just ignored her because I don't want anyone seeing that I was crying. "Felix I said to pick your head up." I still had my head down. "LEE FELIX I DON'T LIKE REPEATING MYSELF NOW PICK YOUR HEAD UP THIS INSTANT." I can feel the whole classes eyes on me. I cried even more because I don't like people screaming at me. "MR.LEE I WILL NOT REPEAT MYSELF." "Then shut the fuck up and leave me alone you giving me a headache." "WHAT DID YOU JUST SAY?" "I SAID SHUT THE FUCK AND LEAVE ME ALONE YOU GIVING ME A FUCKING HEADACHE." I shouted. She gasp along with the whole class because this is the first time I have ever behaved like this I'm normally nice and obedient but what Bangchan said to me really got to my head. "GO TO THE PRINCIPAL'S OFFICE THIS INSTANT." She yelled. I got my bookbag and walked out of the class and went to the principal's office.
The secretary told me to go inside. When I went inside the principal's office he looked at me disappointed. I took a seat and he started to talk "Felix I expected better from you what happend." I looked at him and gave no answer. He sighs and picked up the telephone and started to dial a number. The numbers that he was pressing is the number to my mom's company. "Hello Mrs. Lee this is Mr. Kim from xxxx high school I am calling about the way Felix acted in class today." I looked down knowing what he is about to tell my mom is going to literally kill my mom. "He helped a student in need when they were getting bullied and he is also a very smart student. You have a very sweet kid." I looked up at the principal surprised. He smiled at me. "He did? He's such a sweet kid tell him that I love him and good job." He hung up the phone and look at me. "Look Felix I know that you're a good kid and something must of happened for you to act that way and if you ever need someone to talk to I'm always here." I look at him and nodded. "Now go back to class and have a good rest of the day." I got up and said goodbye and went to the bathroom. I made sure that no one was in the bathroom and then I went and close the door. I took a blade out of my bag, rolled my sleeve up and made 6 cuts on my wrist. I watch as the blood run down my arm. After a few minutes I washed the blood off my wrist and pull my sleeve down. I made sure that there was no trace of blood anywhere then I opened the door and went back to my class. I opened the door and the whole class just looked at me. " I'm sorry for my earlier behavior Ms. Choi I wasn't in the right mind space and I made my emotions get the best of me." I bowed and went to my seat.
After class I went to my locker to drop and pick up books. I then saw Bangchan walking my way. I tried my best to hurry and walk away as quickly as possible but he caught up to me and he grabbed my arm that had the cuts on it so instinctively I hissed in pain. "What you being a pussy about I didn't even grab you that hard." As he says that I can feel the blood trickling out harder that it was before. Bangchan the squeezed my wrist 2 time tighter than before. "Ahhh!" I screamed. "What is wrong with you stop being so loud." Tears started to form in my eyes as the blood starts running down my arm faster and faster than before. "Ew why did your sleeve become wet all of a sudden." I fight my wrist out of his grip as I can feel the blood reach my fingertips. My hand finally got free and I ran as fast as I could to the restroom as I felt the blood dripping from my fingertips to the floor.
A/n:That's it for now guys I really hope you enjoyed it. Thank you and have a great day.
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