3 unspoken, yet I hear you.
Warning ⚠️ Contain spoiler from Novel Ch 532-535.
originally from #Wattpad
>>Kim DokJa x Han Soo Yeong<<
A/N: Hey its me hgk_writes... Although there was a part of HSY "Author's note" in the novel... but after listening to 'talking to the moon' song I wanted to write KDJxHSY in my version., a little romantic yet heart-wrenching type... so I did. Hope you guys like it. So this one-shot was based on #KDJxHSY. Enjoy~🥲~ reading.
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Girl with black hair bob cut and a mole underneath her eye, sat on the rooftop hanging her legs downwards sucking a lemon candy in the mouth... She stared at the night sky full of sparkling stars and beautiful shiny moon silently.
She stayed alone in chilly night and mumbled something only she could hear... She was still sucking on the lemon candy and dangling her legs by half lying down with support of her hands.
She let out her first word who's sound was audible, which was...
"Idiot!"
Again silence took over for a moment. The insects cricketing could be heard and she clicked her tongue before beginning to speak again. She bit the candy she was sucking and now she started chewing faster so that she could form a speech of words in her mind. She then continued.
"I KNOW YOU'RE SOMEWHERE OUT THERE... SOMEWHERE FARAWAY...
So... I'll just say it loudly so you can hear me... You know what, I shouldn't have trusted you... You lied and broke the promise you made... you told me you'll read my novels after watching the epilogue and reaching to the end of the scenarios... but, you stupid! You squid bastard you ranway... I knew you were lying about liking the books... I shouldn't, never have trusted you... You coward! You cloned yourself so that you don't have to read my work anymore don't you?... You always called me plagiarist and you never trusted me right? I knew it. That's why... that's why... you... you never got off the train YOU BASTARD." She shouted.
After huffing for few seconds she gritted her teeth and frowned her eyebrows... She felt her breathing was unstable, she gulped her saliva and 'Haahhh!' She sighed deeply.
"I hate you... You lied... I should've known it. Back then, When you said ( "Even without me, the third round would've been fine for a long time.,."
"How can you be sure?"
"Because 'YOU' are there.") in 1864th round... I shouldn't have trusted you... Kim DokJa."
Her words started to feel shrinking. Her eyes started to blurr and her breathing felt suffocating. She bit her lower lip hard, hard enough to draw out the blood... She clenched her fist and reluctantly freed her tears to flow.
She cried... She didn't spoke anything anymore... only heavy silence and the sound of her sobbing was resonating... She wanted to say... say some more words... the words which she really meant and wanted that fool to know what she felt for him...
The fool who saved her from being almost r*ped. The fool who teased her calling plagiarist, the fool who lived solely reading dumbass and boring story... the fool who scoffed at her, the fool who embarrassed her on a driving-date by shouting 'I'm the protagonist'... the fool who sacrificed himself happily as if he was a masochist and ⸢"That novel saved me. So, I should pay my debt to its protagonist."⸥ only sprouted nonsense of paying so called debt... The fool she chooses by giving up on the whole world... She wanted him to know
"⸢That, though you have grown up while reading this story, there's no need for you to become it.⸥
⸢To tell him that he was definitely not at fault for this story being born. And to tell him that the things he was about to experience were not his sins.⸥"
She tightened her fist which almost whitened her knuckles and made them pale... her sobbing grew harder...
"⸢Once upon a time, she wrote a certain story with these very hands.⸥
⸢The story that would save someone, destroy, and help him live.⸥
She wanted him to know...
⸢He was definitely not at fault for this story being born⸥
After knowing the real identity behind 'tls123'... She wanted to apologize her only 'reader.'
Kim Dok-Ja, who was destined to become the 'Most Ancient Dream', the price he paid for loving a certain story too much."
She wanted to apologize for pitying him back then... She miserably ruined his future by trying to save him... She wanted him to know that nothing was his fault... She punched the wall beside her and shouts
"Kim DokJa.... I... I... I'm..." the further words remained unspoken. And she curled up into a ball holding her knees and by burying her face on her knees... As she began weeping more harder... there was a sensation of a pat on her back.
She turned her head slightly only to feel the gush of winds passing by... She managed form a weak smile and stared at the blank wall. And the shadow or more like an invisible person was staring at her, sitting beside and giving her the same weak smile as if he understood... Understood those.....Unspoken words.
