1 CHAPTER 1

there was no secret when it came to tsukishima kei liking someone. the way his eyes stared at them endlessly, flicking his pen around his fingers in frustration.

he knew he wouldn't ever be liked by you and took that out on everyone around him including you. with this in mind, he was probably the most scariest pupil known in karasuno. the towering six foot giant who was just an awful guy to everyone was sure someone to be feared..right?

well not to you at least. despite his name calling and the constant insults you couldn't help but just find it funny and that irritated him even more. each day you were on his mind, every night he was dreaming of you and making up scenarios that were impossible to achieve in his lifetime.

tsukishima needed you and he knew if he couldn't have you, he'd make you want him. and this all started today in the breeze of a winter snowfall. the snowflakes dancing in the wind as children skipped through the streets slipping on ice with almost every step. tsukishima hated the cold and noise so today was just a horrible day for him already, having already planned his first activity he walked into the cafe to grab a quick coffee to go and a slice of toast.

it was unusual for him to do so but he gathered the little bit of energy was needed so hopefully this extra strong coffee would do the trick. a few moments later, tsukishima was approaching the gates of karasuno and being greeted with a hug and a wide smile from yamaguchi.

"why're you drinking coffee tsukki?" the olive haired boy asked in a worried tone, "did you sleep last night?!"

forcing a dry chuckle the blonde replied, "i slept yes but i think i need a bit more energy for what i'm going to do today"

"what do you mean, are you going to practice harder at volleyball?" yamaguchi frowned holding his chin.

"nope not that but you don't need to know so keep your nose out my business, got it?" tsukishima snapped.

yamaguchi was so used to these sudden snaps and outbursts from his friend that it was almost normal. the blonde's friend had noticed changes in behaviour and gathered that tsukishima had gathered a little liking for y/n. yamaguchi knew this wouldn't end well from past occurrences, tsukishima once liked a girl so bad he beat up her brother for getting her a drink. talk about possessive..