1 Scenerio

Charakh is a pesimistic guy, nothing to do better, just go for work and return back, no energy, same routine everyday, stone hearted and never thought what wrong he has done through his life. He is wasting his life as well as making his wife Shreya's life worse. Shreya is a modern girl with extreme life expectency but don't have any courage to meet them. Both meet during their course, become one in no days. Both now have got married, have job but become two. Both lived in same house but not together. Intimacy, love, affection all has gone.

Charakh get his name from his grandfather who use to make rope of lane strips. He fought for independence and die after Charakh is born in 1985 winter.

Shreya from Delhi married Charakh even after her father warned her of Charakh being a small town guy who has enshrouded her with fake love, make her blind to see the reality.

Charakh's father died in a road accident, his mother live in the town alone in a big house. She used to weave cloth in the factory nearby in the town after his husband died. She is with her when he died. She held his hand untill he die on the road at the centre of helpless crowd.

Shreya is good at writing, but pursue engineering, get a job and just indulge in the wallpaper, become a part of it, she never try to be highlighted. Being a pretty girl is the only talent she now has, but that beauty cost her a lot. She is married to the guy who is only attracted to her body, not her soule. He always think of her as a fool pretty girl, who can easily be implicated in the web of fake show of love.

Charakh always remember how his father used to taught him math, for the exam next day. He cries on any random day like a kid. He remember those evening when he used to sit on the slab outside his house and wait for his father.

Shreya decided to move out as she has found someone, person who may love her, not only to do things to her body. But she is pregnant, three months. Charakh don't know about pregnancy when Shreya leaves. He didn't know that their marriage would not long a year. However she doesn't demand any divorce untill now but it is likely to happen. Charakh don't show any sign of sorrow, he never love her. With the cartoons full of luggage she moves out alone with the empty heart. No hopes for the world inside the house but a cherish lives after that, that will bring her the shine back.

Next day after shreya moves out Charakh plan a visit, to his town, to his mother. He don't tell about Shreya to his mother. He do not show any sign of the loss.

" Where is Shreya, why don't she come with you"

"She just want to stay and focus on her job"

"oh"

"but she will meet you on diwali"

" I see"

This is the first time Charakh realise that what he has loose, that bit much of truth is to sour.

His mother is sad, and now he also is.

"I will sleep in the dad's room" Charakh broke the silence.

"huh"

His dad's room is a big one with a big shelf made of wooden overloaded with books, his father used to read. These are rarely moved by anyone after his father leave. The bad is clean like a daily routine is been followed. He stands near the shelf and check if any interesting thing pop out that will cherish is somewhat soothed heart. Books of Indian Freedom fight, Physics Maths, Fiction like "To kill a mockingbird" and ofcourse many Hindu religion devotional books like Ramayan in Sanskrit and in Hindi also. It's a big collection. And when he dies it become a part of dust. He never let anyone to touch these books and when he was gone, no one touch them. May be now he wants, someone to touch these. He check and find a old hand binded notebook.