4 Oops

Everything was fine I met up with Zac Again and what I said just ruined everything, " So since were boyfriend and girlfriend do you think you wanna maybe go to my house and do stuff". And he said " what boyfriend girlfriend I thought we were just friends hanging out" I should really shouldn't have said that so he left and I said " wait, what was the hug for and why did you smile when I kissed you" " i'm sorry I didn't know you thought we were dating but I can't date you" zac said I asked him why and he said " because I've never been on a date before unless that whole incident was supposed to be a date but I've never had a girlfriend before everyone at the school hates me I thought you just want me to feel better after my mom died" and when I said it was just a bad idea " no I love you and I really wanna date you and I didn't wanna make you feel better when your mom died but that's not all I really love you" he love me back but the part when I said it was a bad idea it was because after that apparently I screamed it and I got detention for telling a boy I love him. I think after that he felt bad for me because then he said I love you too he got detention so we are in detention together we sat next to each other we were talking and working together. And he asked me to go to his house to meet his family I have course said yes. After school I went to his house and his family wasn't there that's what I thought and you show me a dog and in the basement it was his dad listening to sad heavy-metal I don't know even if that's a thing but that's what I heard. Zac said he's still a little heartbroken from the break up so I went up to his room and he show me his room it was cool I had like stars in spaceships I asked him if he was interested in space and he said yeah he wants to be a astronaut when he's older. I wasn't really hungry but I didn't want to be in polite so I said "yeah I'm a little hungry". I want it I wasn't quite sure so I asked him what do you have any show me a kitchen and he has so many snacks it was like a buffet. I saw some Twinkies and brownies and goldfish and chocolate bars. I didn't know what to choose but I chose the goldfish because I really love goldfish. After that I asked him were was the bathroom he showed me and I went. But the worst part I clogged the toilet. That never happens to me. But why at zacs house I did not know what to do I was so scared he would judge me. Asked me if I was OK and I said no. He said " what's wrong should I come in" he's so sweet and I was not thinking and I said " I clogged the toilet" I started sweating and my heart was beating like a mile per hour. He said it was fine becouse the toilet dose not work all the time and he helped me. I mediately apologize to him and he said it was fine I was so worried he didn't think he was fine but I just went on with my day. I asked him if he has any sisters or brothers. And he said no because they all died when they were born he was a lucky one. I Thought did I pick the right boy or is it good that I picked him.I asked if he was sad about it he said not really because he didn't know them and he actually liked being and only child so I said OK. My mom texted me and asked if I was OK and where I was I said that I was at Zacs house and she was like who. I said mom it's my boyfriend. And she said oh OK have fun be back at eight. Me and Zac make the popcorn and watch the movie already 8 o'clock so I asked him to drive me home when I came home my mom had a bunch of decorations hung up in a banner saying congratulations your first boyfriend. I started blushing not from embarrassment because Zac came in my house any said hi to my mom. Abra sign saying don't talk to him don't say anything but of course she had to say something " hey are you Zac hi I am I heard that your mom died are you OK she really cares about you" I ran to my room and Zac followed me said he was OK. And he ended up sleeping at my house I don't know how that happened but I want to sleep and I woke up Zac was sleeping next to me look up made some heart pancakes with pink color dye and I gave it to him when he wake up and I gave him some chocolate milk he said he liked white milk so I gave him that instead. And he asked me if you have any syrup so I looked in the pantry and I found some so I tried to open it and then I tripped in the bottle squeeze everywhere there was a giant mess. I just laid there started crying and I ran upstairs and lock my door. A couple minutes after that Zac knocked on my door said he cleaned up the mess and he asked me if I was OK I told him to come in and I told him why I was crying " i'm sorry I just really wanted us to be great friends but I just keep messing everything up I don't know what's happening. First I spell coffee then I eat soup I'm allergic to your toilet and then I make a mess of syrup everywhere. I just wanted to make you think that I was perfect for you and then I was amazing was doing". He said " nobody's perfect you're perfect for me even though you're not perfect I don't care if you make messes if you love me that's what happens you get all nervous can you make a mess I still love you and I think you're perfect even even if you make a mess come on I'm hungry I need some pancakes" I went to the bathroom and washed my face and ate breakfast with him. Talking about random stuff I can't quite remember what. He said he had to go home so he went home and it was so lonely without him even though I have my mom and my dad and my little brother. But at least now I know where is house is or I can just asked text him to bring me there but I forgot to ask him for his phone number.