No Longer the Mistress

I'd live a live a life free from those who harm me. But why this certain person keep pestering me, I only meet him once in the temple when I travelled on Thailand before, it was in my past life. If I rrmember correctly he was not this clinggy and always have this stoic face. In reality even though he was handsome and rich. Evereyone has there eyes they will only suffer for this kind of man. "Can you stop following me?!"- I been irritated for him always want to interfere He wants me to see the beauty of the world that it has been black and white in my eyes. Its not easy to live again, I got this depression when opened my eyes, in reality if your life experience being tragic, I don't think no one could easily deal on it. I'm trying to feel better that's why I continue attending counselling. "I only stop if you marry me."- oh, this man is really crazy, is marriage an easy thing. As much as I want I still want love but feom a simple person not on those in this society.