11 **My Thanks**

Hi all! This isn't a new chapter it's just author's notes.

I really wanted to say thank you to my readers. I know it's hard to read some of these chapters. Believe me, it was harder to live it. Ariella's story is based on my life and my coping mechanisms- the escapism in reading, music and "night life".

I truly believe these things were real as i grew up, i even had several friends who collaborated with my fantasies through the years. If more than you believe it, then its true, right?

Shadow, if you end up reading this, my crush wasnt serious. And Senna, if you read it, I hope we can talk. I miss you and I'm sorry I made up grow apart.

My lovely Tanya is reading this, thank you my deary and do let me know when I get something wrong. Or if you want me to add some of your atrocities or perspectives.

Another of my real life friends is reading this. She doesnt have an official nick name yet, and I'm not even sure if I will continue the story into my late 20's when I meet her. But I'll call her Fish, as she'll know its her that way thanks to DnD.

Thank you Fish, for your unending positivity and craziness. I cannot explain to you how much I've come to value you and your otterly adorable daughter, Chips.

Lastly, I want to thank my mom for reading this and not criticizing me. Maybe it will help you see why I was the way I was. At the very least you'll see my perspective without the screaming and tears. That'll be good enough I guess.

Thank you all, once more. Those who know me and those who don't yet. If you have any questions, I'll answer. Tanya and I have been friends for almost 17 years now, if you were curious.

Thank you!