"I lov...", was all I managed to get out before Jennie placed her finger on my lips blocking them from speaking. "Don't ruin it", she whispered and I looked at her confused. "Don't ruin it by saying something that isn't true." "Whatever you think you're feeling right now, it's not real." she said in low voice and I could feel my heart just prepare for another heartbreak. "You're lonely and I'm convenient. And I'm not reproaching at all but don't make this any harder on any of us than it already is." ***** A Jenlisa Adaptation ©️tto