Never knew I would be trapped in love

Growing up there was more to life than loving one person , my surrounding taught me hardship than love ,in my heart there was no space to love till I met Jacob,that I envisioned life to be a place of fantasy where I can be loved despite that I didn't get it in return and while growing up I believed that we can all be loved one way or the other,but I was living in delusion cause my experience about love was horrific than my fantasy, Jacob wasn't whom I thought he would be. This is someone I gave in my all to loved him like no other but instead I was trapped in love.