96 Chapter 96

“What a surprise,” I say, nervously licking my lips. “I didn’t expect to see you…What brings you here? I mean, I’m happy you’re here. Very happy. Very. Really, yes.”

When you ramble, it’s hard for me to understand what you’re saying, he types on the cell phone.

Thank you, Lucas, I needed a good dose of reality, like looking in the mirror and seeing your wrinkles first thing in the morning.

“I’m sorry, it’s just that I wasn’t expecting to see you.” I usher him in and make a sign for him to sit wherever he prefers, then turn and look at him, not knowing what else to do. I wish I could take him in my arms. I’d like to ask why he’s here, beg him to say he came because he wants to stay with me.

He’s beautiful, like always: his hair, a little damp from the snow, seems softer than usual, and his eyes shine. His cheeks are red and the scarf hides his chin, but not his lips. And he is smiling.