1 NEONISTS

chapter 1 part 1 : my messed up life

my name is Esther and i was once a drug addict .

I spent 5 years in a rehab center for drug addicts ,when i was 15 years old i consumed my first neon pill ,because i was being bullied almost everyday ,and ever since i entered this hell ,my life was heaven

,even though we were locked up in rooms and were never fed even on gram of neon with water we all were happy because when you consume a neon pill your heart and stomach starts paining ,it drains all you energy until you eat any sugar or glucose your organs will start paining ,or if you kill a person and mix their blood with water and drink it but in my case i just sipped on some juice boxes and eat some white chocolate bars ,

but once when i was trying to smuggle 2 bottles of neon into another city i was caught and sent to the rehab center.

I was being finally released and i was waiting for my mother and father and sister but instead i found the family car with the butler and the maids no parents!!! , my childhood nanny le xiuin

came out and with a bright smile hugged me and said welcome back dear ,please follow us to your summer house .i pulled away and asked her about my family suddenly her mood became dark and cold ,she said softly they are dead ..... they died three years ago in a murder case , your father consumed neon and killed your mother and sister and two days later after realizing what he did killed himself in the bathroom ..... sorry for your loss would you like to visit their graves for paying respects ..?

my mouth felt dry ,tears started streaming down my eyes i couldn't believe it .. i ran back to the center but my maid locked my in their hands and started carrying me towards the car ,

there was an awkward silence in the car , but i asked them can i see the mansion reluctantly they turned towards my house and showed me the now almost destroyed house

i told them to take me inside ..

the kitchen was filled with blood and the knives were still not yet removed from the floor

the bedroom was stripped to nothing but a lamp which went and grabbed and asked them to take to the summer house

the bathroom ... the floor was filled with disgusting smelling water and the bathtub was filled with water and blood

the hallways was filled with bloody hand marks and a trail of burnt neon ,but it seemed freshly burnt and when i touched it i was surprised because when neon is burnt it stays hot or at least warm for 48 hrs ...

i was scared but when i followed the trail i found a heap of burnt neon in the basement [according to the maids nobody had been to the mansion for years now] so i was very suspicious

I acted like i didn't notice the burnt trail of neon and moved on to me and my sisters room ,

and the bed was covered with blood my teddy bear was still there so i ran for it and took it with me and asked the nanny to send white roses everyday to statue of the family crest and drive me to the winter home the place my brother lives .... a place where the last of my family lives ...so they did so