1 Chapter 1 : The Beginning After The End

{ They say that first impression matters. I just hope for the new readers to read my work and see if my transformation is visible in the later parts of this novel... Enjoy 🙃 }

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In a world where joy and sorrow danced hand in hand, Kazuki—an average Japanese guy with black hair and black eyes—life was once a tapestry woven with love and happiness for him. His family was a beacon of warmth and unity, with laughter echoing through the halls of their humble home. His parents, Kenji and Hiroko, had instilled in him a deep sense of love and compassion, while his younger sister, Emi, was his closest confidant and playmate. And then, there was Ayumi, the love of his life—a woman whose mere presence could light up even the darkest corners of his world. She was strong, beautiful, clumsy at times but responsible; he loved her so much.

But fate, with its cruel sense of timing, played a devastating hand that would forever alter the course of his life. It was a cold winter evening when it happened. The family had embarked on a routine outing, their laughter filling the air as they drove through the streets. Yet, in an instant, tragedy struck like a truck.

The world shattered into fragments. The screeching of tires, the shattering of glass, and the sickening impact of metal meeting metal filled his ears as his entire world collapsed.

He woke up in a sterile hospital room, surrounded by a sea of white. The weight of his injuries pressed upon him, a constant reminder of the pain he had endured. He learned that he was the sole survivor of the car accident, the lone thread connecting him to a past that had been irrevocably shattered. "This must be a joke, right?" he said.

The loss of his family and Ayumi created a void that seemed impossible to fill. Grief clung to him like a devil , devastated, and crying every day until falling asleep didn't help his mental state either.

Days turned into weeks, and weeks turned into months as he was slowly healing. The physical scars gradually faded, but the emotional wounds and trauma of that day remained raw and open, haunting his every step. Struggling to find a sense of purpose, he sought solace in the realm of anime and manga. In the quiet solitude of his room, he immersed himself in the tales of heroes and fantastical worlds of imagination, finding solace in their struggles and victories. These stories became his lifeline—a temporary escape from the harsh realities of his existence.

As Kazuki delved deeper into the world of anime and manga, his love for it grew. He became an avid collector, meticulously organizing his growing collection of anime video games like genshin impact , manga volumes, and merchandise—an otaku, you could say. The walls of his room were adorned with colorful posters, a testament to his passion and dedication. Each new series he discovered brought a glimmer of excitement, a momentary respite from the weight of his grief.

The world outside his room lost its color in his eyes, its vibrancy fading into the background. His days became a monotonous cycle—wake up, eat, and lose himself in the fictional worlds that had become his sanctuary, and finally sleep again. The outside world held little appeal, its mundane rhythm clashing with the colorful worlds of anime and manga (well, manga is black and white, but anyways, you got the point).

In the depths of his isolation, he found himself drawn to a small store tucked away in a corner of the city—a hidden gem that held the promise of new discoveries. Its shelves were lined with rows of manga volumes, DVDs, and figurines, each one a gateway to a different world, and not to forget the beautiful store clerk and her hot ass. The store became a haven for him, a place where he could connect with like-minded individuals who shared his passion.

One fateful day, as he stepped into the familiar embrace of the store, as he got closer he felt that something was wrong as he saw people from afar making scared faces , and the tense atmosphere didn't help either. But he still went to see what was  going on. His heart skipped a beat as he realized he had stumbled upon a robbery in progress. Panic surged through his veins, but he found himself frozen in place, unable to tear his eyes away from the unfolding chaos.

The scene unfolded like a movie as the masked robbers, their faces twisted in desperation and moving their Guns wildly , the terrified customers cowering in fear. Suddenly, the sound of gunfire filled the air as one of the costumers tried to play hero a shot dead in the head real freaking quick , ' couldn't you just stay still man ? now we are all gonna die' .

then sound of gun shots  echoing in his ears as if in slow motion. And finally , it happened—a single stray bullet found its mark, tearing through his heart. "Come on, dude, how am I this unlucky? First a car accident not too long ago, and now this freaking robbery, and hell, my arms still hurt because of that damn truck. Like holy shit, G!"

Time seemed to stand still as his body crumpled to the ground, his life ebbing away. "So this is it, huh? I really want to live, but I don't have a heart anymore. Yohoho... cough cough Damn lame!" Darkness enveloped him, and as he slipped into unconsciousness, 'I wonder if I could see my family  one last time.'

Amidst all this chaos, our little champ is now dead.

But as his consciousness faded, suddenly a blinding light pierced through the darkness. He found himself standing in that very dark place he always read about—the void, a place beyond mortal comprehension where every kind of shit gets unleashed on those poor fictional worlds. 'Do I really have to wait like those MC's with their ridiculous will to stay in this damn place for billions of years, like it's just a night breeze or something? Like, where in the hell is this ? It's like my eyes are closed but not at the same time, and oh ma god, do souls even need to pee? Why do I feel like I haven't gone to the toilet for 14 hours?' he said.

"Well, that's because you were unconscious for about 32 years here," an unknown voice said.

"WTF... who is there? I SWEAR TO GOD I have, like, a kiloliter worth of urine ready to be unleashed, AND I'm NOT afraid of using it!"

"CHILL, CHILL!! BRO, I'm just here to talk, okay? Now, could you please move your hand away from your PP? It's disturbing."

'Okay, but one wrong move and I'mma use this babe like an AWP and BOOM headshot... you feel me? I have played enough CSGO to not miss your Fukin head, alright?'

"Okay, okay, damn... ok so let me introduce myself," an adonis young man manifested in front of the soul with his hands raised . "I am God."

'Well , You look like s... amm!! ' "Watch your tongue, boy. Playtime is over, and GOD DAMMIT, DON'T PUT YOUR HANDS ON THAT DICK AGAIN ! It's disgusting. Show some respect to your elders before I freaking erase you, you hear me?"

God said in an intimidating tone. 'Nod'...

"Sigh... Good. Now listen, you will get reincarnated to a place where the wheel of fortune randomly chooses a world for you, be it anime, manga, movies, or your previous world. You will be in a family, with appearance and power that, again, the wheel decides for you randomly. Understood till here?" ... 'Nod'... "Good, now here is the wheel, and you can speak."

'Hmm, why do I feel like wanting to shit really bad?' I asked this so-called God.

"Well, that's your karma the void wants to eat and creates an illusion of wanting to go to the toilet, luring you so you could relax and eventually get sucked dry. Wait, that came out wrong. I mean, eat you up. Aghhh, anyways, you got my point," God replied visibly irritated .

'Wait, let me try if it's tru--' Suddenly, a chain tied him up so he couldn't move. "No, you freaking won't, you disgusting little shit. That car accident must have really hit you hard to be this messed up . I will just continue with the wheel and end this quickly. I don't wanna stay in here longer; it smells like piss and ' something else ' " God said as he started to spin the wheel.

There were every kind of world written on the wheel from anime , manga movies ,  to even the silliest cartoons. It started to spin for an unknown time until Tick Tick Chrk, stopped on the... ➼ {Naruto world}.

'No, no, no, I just want to live a peaceful life. Wait, I don't even wanna live in the first place, just no, please. What am I supposed to do in a world where a freaking 4-year-old spits fire and could beat the crap out of me even if I were an adult? Where the main characters preference in the opposite gender is questionable  .. Please ! spin it again! ,' screaming internally or vocally, I don't even know. I am just a soul, damn.

"Well, I see that you fortunately or unfortunately... 'FUCK YOU'... Ahmm, got that world. Just hope you have enough luck to get something good for your power. If not, well... not my problem anyways. I wish you the best of luck, and here it goes again," vrrrrr, then it spun again. This time with many different powers and abilities  .

{ instant transmission (dragon ball)  }, { breathing styles (  demon slayer) } , { finger of Vibration } , { cumpire ( a branch version of vampire but with some changes) }

' Oh No , no no no no  !  what the hell even is a vibarating  finge...  Hehehe *evil smirk * imma actually have some use for --  SLAP ! SLAP ! Get away pervy thoughts my sorry arse depends on this moment damn '    Tick Tick  .

'Please! Please! Let it be something I could survive with, PLEASE!!!'

Tick Tick Chrk ➼ {Essence of Garou }

'FUCKKKK YESSSSSSS! HAHAHA, no wait... ahm WOROROROROR!!!' laughing like a madman he is.

"You got really lucky, good for you. Now, let's see which family or clan you'll be reborn into," vrrrr, and it spun again. There were many clans and families, some known like otsutsuki  , senju , uchiha you know like the typical ones or some unknown, like the Beast Clan, Wolf Clan, and many more no one knew about.

'Maybe they are extinct,' Kazuki thought.

Again, with the uncomfortable sound of Tick Tick Chrk... ➼ {Hatake clan}. 'YESSSS HAHAHA, THIS IS MY LUCKY DAY HAHAHAH , Wait ! If i recall correctly , Weren't they like near extinction and poor ?! GOD DAMIT NOOOOOOOOO !!! .

"Well, I guess this is goodbye then " .

' Wait please ! could i know the whereabouts of my family and if they are alright  ?! ' i asked .

" hmmm well yes they believed in heaven unlike you so they will go there , and be grateful that i came to you before you were suc... Aghh  anyways , i will give you a very small parting gift and hopefully won't see you again after this , don't die brat "

' thank you God ' i said with a tear coming down my face ? Soul ? Well Knowing that they are all fine removed a huge burden on my shoulders as i can finally rest in peace  .

" Your welcome " he replied . with that, God smiled then snapped with a golden glove on his right hand and six beautiful gems on it pulling a thanos on me  ' that's cool ' and started feeling not ok as i was fading away like ash off that Void and started to lose consciousness again. 'WAIT!!!' I yelled. 'What about my appeara...' Finally Darkness  .

THE END .

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