Chapter 1

A woman was looking at herself in her bathroom mirror. Her gray eyes full of sadness looked at every part of her body. Her red hair was very long and reached down to her calves.

She looked at her face, it was all bony just like her body because she was not eating well. She had black bags under her eyes because she hadn't been sleeping well for a long time either.

She turned on the faucet of the sink that was just below the mirror. she put the side of her palms together and placed them under the stream of water that started coming out and splashed the water on her face.

she turned off the faucet and grabbed a washcloth that was hanging next to the mirror and dried her face.

She put the washcloth back in place and left the bathroom. she went to the kitchen to fix himself something, found an envelope of instant ramen and made it for hemself.

she started slurping the noodles a bit and then moved the plate to the side, again she couldn't eat.

For the past few years it was the same, she would try to eat something but then he couldn't eat anymore.

she heard a knock on the door, looked at her watch, 4:20. "Always on time." Sighing she walked to the door and opened it. An anbu stood there carrying a couple of bags.

"Good afternoon kushina-sama," the anbu greeted without any emotion.

Kushina picked up the bags and then closed the door. She checked the contents of the bags in one there were meats and other types of food, in the other was a set of new clothes.

It had been 6 years since she had been confined in that house, she never went out or received visitors except for that ambu who brought her supplies.

she left them there and went to the sofa in the living room, turned on the TV and began to check the channels. "From 12:00 a.m. the sixth carnival in honor of the yondai will start..." said a reporter on the TV, but kushina changed the channel. She kept watching tv changing the channel several times. After several hours she looked at the clock, 11:30. She turned off the TV and went to her room.

When she entered she closed the door and took off her clothes until she was completely naked, she picked up the sleeping gown that was on the bed and put it on, it was transparent white, showing through them her pink nipples and it was very short so short that you could see half of her vagina leaving out some red pubic hairs just like her hair.

She lay down on the bed and closed her eyes.

Kushina had a smile on her face and in her arms was a blonde baby boy with 3 marks on each of his cheeks sleeping.

She was so happy looking at that child that she didn't notice when a person approached and took the child from her arms, kushina suddenly became desperate and turned to the new person.

It was a tall, blonde guy in a jounin outfit and a white cloak. She was trembling with a face of anguish as she stretched out her hand and said, "What are you doing...give him back to me...give me back my baby."

The man gave her a sad look: "Kushina... (Boom)... I have to do this... (Boom)... I'm sorry..." As the man spoke, several explosions were heard outside the room.

"Give it back to me..." but the guy was gone.

She kept shaking, hugging herself as she cried and repeated "give it back to me" over and over again. After a while the explosions stopped, but she just stayed in that state.

It lasted like that until a group of people came in, in front of them was the former hokage, "Where... is... my baby," Kushina asked with a demented face.

"I... I don't know how to say this... Minato failed in the sealing..." the old man started to say, "The kyubi killed your son before he was sealed and Minato in a fit of anger... I don't know what he did but he sacrificed himself and stopped the..." kushina suddenly started screaming like crazy.

The place changed and kushina was floating in a dark place. She didn't realize that and just floated and floated, until a figure of a sleeping baby appeared.

Smiling with tears she tried to grab it, the child was sleeping and then opened her eyes, why did you let it take me, why couldn't you hold the kyubi back anymore, it's your fault that it's dead now, Kushina started to cry while screaming no, she tried to get closer and when she was about to touch it a giant paw crushed the child.

Kushina opened her eyes while sweating and breathing heavily. Again the same dream, ever since the death of her son, she had the same dream every night without fail. She sat up in bed and looked at the clock 1:45.-I slept 2 hours, that's a record.-she got up and left the room, she could hear fireworks exploding in the sky.

she reached the living room and looked out the window to the sky, the pyrotechnics formed the face of the Yōndaime Hokage.

she lowered her gaze and raised an eyebrow, there was a group of villagers beating an animal.

The villagers were probably drunk since kushina not wanting to be around anyone moved into the forest, one of the most dangerous in the village and thanks to her request, the hokage had put that area off limits to anyone who wasn't authorized.

Kushina didn't mind this after all a bigger animal would eat them and she could be in peace, but she was quite curious about something and that scene was under a genjutsu that had created an ambu which was in charge of watching over her.

Kushina was amused by this, after all, all her life she had pretended to be pathetic when it came to genjutsu, but the reality was totally different.

To explain this one would have to know her full name which was kushina uzumaki, the uzumaki clan was well known in the village as it was one of the founding clans along with the uchiha and senju.

They were known for their great prowess in fuinjutsu, when it came to sealing, no one could compare to them.

But there was also something that practically nobody knew and that was that this was not their only specialty, but also kinjutsu and genjutsu.

They were a very secretive clan and did not like to have to tell things to people outside the clan, their fuinjutsu skills were an exception as it was something they were willing to share in order to generate alliances.

Analyzing the genjutsu she realized that it was in the range where a high chunin could detect it, kushina didn't undo the technique, not because she couldn't, but she didn't want the anbu to find out, after all, she was curious why she did that.

Using the correct amount of chakra in her index and middle fingers, she quickly touched her temple. Having done that, she would still be still in genjutsu, but she would be able to see reality.

The situation didn't change much, still the same villagers were hitting, but this time it wasn't an animal, no, what they were hitting was a boy.

One of them spat at the boy and then threw a kick that sent the boy flying at an angle where kushina was able to see him.

She froze, she was sure he wasn't in another genjutsu, but it couldn't be true, the boy had blond hair and blue eyes, plus 3 marks on his cheeks, he was very similar... no, that was her son, but it was completely impossible, he had died, but... then why had the anbu done the genjutsu to her.

She clenched her palms as tears came to her eyes. "I am a fool" she had been lied to, she was totally angry, she performed a powerful genjutsu on the ambu and shot out towards that scene.

For the villagers today's celebration couldn't have gone any better, they had encountered the demon boy, the same one who attacked the village 6 years ago and had killed their beloved hokage.

Normally they just ignored him and gave them withering looks, but today they were so drunk and when they saw him walking around as if nothing, mocking the death of their beloved hokage, they could not allow it, so they chased him into the forest and began to beat him, spit on him, verbally assaulting him calling him a demon. They watched as the boy cried and they rejoiced.

"You killed my husband and my son, you damned demon," said a villager as she lifted up her skirt and threw aside her pantyhose and then a yellow liquid came out of it straight into the boy's face.

The other villagers cheered her on, others even shouted out."those who feel like shitting now is your chance."the woman smiled and laughed as she pissed on his face, but then stopped when a red-haired woman with a dark look, got all over the front of her."Get out of the way bitch, you can have your turn later."

"So you like to piss, huh?" kushina said darkly, leaving the woman confused until she felt something strange.

She looked down and was horrified, in her pussy was stuck a kunai wielded by kushina.

Seeing the blood go down he looked back at the woman, she had a dark smile on her face and then moved her arm slashing the kunai from her vagina to her forehead.

The other villagers froze as they saw the woman fall to the ground and then pissed themselves as kushina turned to look at them.

She swung her arm and threw the kunai which went into the eye of one of them and out the back of his head.

The villager next to her let out a cry of pain as several kunai stabbed into his chest. kushina did not hold back, it was a complete carnage that scene.

When the last villager fell, the woman turned her gaze to the little boy. The boy looked at her, his whole body was the same color as his hair due to the blood and said, "Are you... are you going to hurt me too?"

Kushina looked at the boy as tears came to her eyes, her son... her son was there, she thought he had died and was mourning all those years. She approached him and said affectionately, "No, of course not," the boy looked at her and fainted.

She picked him up and hugged him and cried, "Don't worry anymore sochi-kun, from now on mom will protect you," and with that she went into the house.

She laid him down on his bed and took off his dirty clothes and with a cloth started to clean his whole body.

She had a smile of happiness and looked at him with eyes of love, she took off the robe she had and also cleaned herself with the rag since she did not want to go to the bathroom and stayed naked because she did not want to separate even a millimeter from her son and she lay down next to him and hugged him.

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A/N: well this is.... dark I guess.. and this fanfiction was pure bullshit please don't take this fanfic seriously and it don't have any plot... well it have because it's my first time writing.